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What do I do?

by nardsy
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I am married and 22yrs of age with no children. I have a loving husband with a very strong mind, a mum that’s been a Christian most of my life. I have reached a time in my life where I have thought deeply of committing suicide. I have pictured it happening,  pictured me in a casket with my niece and nephew looking at me wondering why I’m lying there. I have seen my husband finding me and crying uncontrollably. I have seen my mum bed ridden for days. I am very upset at myself for seeing all of this because this is not me.

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Cathartic

by mondayschild
written by mondayschild

I see a psychologist once a week, usually on Thursdays.  By Wednesday i usually feel like I’m going to implode, the pain is starting to strangle me.  But come Thursday as I’m driving to the office, I relax a little.  I know in a few minutes I’ll be okay is this overstuffed chair, telling him my distorted truths.  I worry I’m dependent on him, he calls it a cathartic release.  There is always another way to say something so that I sound less fucked up.  I only tell him the truth, I tried once with my husband and he was so scared, he just couldn’t […]

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thoughts

by kinda anonymous
written by kinda anonymous

Not that I want to hurt anyone my choice isn’t to hurt the people most suicidal people have thoughts of hurting other people not me though….Maybe tomorrow will be different if you actually open your eyes and see how your living don’t have the same thoughts about the darkness an pain try to reach out of the darkness into the light suicide isn’t the way out its just a break from the least horrible things once you die you have nothing and cant be anything anymore because you wanted to get away….I know how it is to be afraid of your own mind I understand. To feel like […]

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Is hiohneh still here?

by WSiff
written by WSiff

hiohneh is an user of this board and I can’t talk to her, I am unable to send an e-mail because it seems to have got deleted by her and the blogspot she used to write is down!

I was really trying to help this person but it seems that it wasn’t enough and I am really worried about her and I don’t have another way to contact her I don’t know what to do!?!

I fear that she gave up and I will really miss this person.

I thought that she just wanted more time to chill off, but it seems that it was my fault because I […]

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