i haven’t cut in 5 months. sometimes i burn myself, punch things, smash my head on my bed frame; but it feels different to me. it’s like cutting seems like a waste of time to me now because it’s not bringing me any closer to death and i just have to stare at it after. my art show is getting closer and i just found out that one of my favorite musicians is coming to boston in august… that’s something to look forward to if i’m alive. i don’t really know how i’m feeling. this is just a rant i guess. i still have no […]
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it’s become evident that as of now my life is not worth living. i am miserable, lonely, and i cant afford to wait years, months, or weeks for my life to get better. i’ve been waiting for as long as i can remember. the only thing that i’ve learned from mental hospitals is that committing suicide is a selfish act. but isn’t it selfish to force someone to live in pain and agony day after day when they just want to die? i’m lonely. my dad is moving out of the state, my best friend only cares about drinking, and guys only use me for […]
Does anyone else feel as though they should have been born in another age?
by Unique
written by Unique
I think either my mind was ment for a 13th knight or i was one in a past life, i am obsesed with history, old wars and old cultures, and as a result is dislike most this modern.
An example is modern art, its one of my pet peeves, I mean what ever happened to just painting a beautiful seen or a portrait in mono colours.
I was at a modern art show yesterday and the stuff was so werid, like stacked blocks and shapes thrown togeather. Maybe other modern people find that stuff interesting but i sure as hell dont.
Take Van Gogh for instance, one of […]