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its me. (brief story)

by berriegrande 8/4/2013

written by berriegrande

Hey. I’m a 14 year old girl. I was suicidal last year, I was referred to CAMHS (Child and Adolescent Mental Health Services)

I didn’t go. When I was young, my mum used to hit me when I made her angry. I told my school and she got a warning.

My eldest sisters told them I was lying. COINCIDENTALLY the same social worker got involved last year about my “suicide note”.

No. I said, “Won’t death be the perfect escape” among other things. It was private. like a diary.Â SO MY FRIEND DECIDED TO RAID MY ROOM WHILST I WAS AT SCHOOL AND SHE FOUND IT. Anyway. no […]

8/4/2013 5 comments

Done with everything

by 826484946 7/15/2013

written by 826484946

I’ve considered suicide multiple times, much less than most people though. I’m not one dealing with relationship problems, trying to escape pain from a disease, or other things, you name it. I’m fucking sick of humans. I can’t live on a planet that’s full of so many useless lives, including my own. Nobody takes anything seriously anymore, and if I had the option to nuke the planet, no questions asked I would do it, for the sake of any other life forms in this universe to take advantage of what we have. Aside from my hatred for humans, I can’t stand myself. I know I […]

7/15/2013 2 comments

Eternal Misery

by f_u_c_k_E_D 2/14/2013

written by f_u_c_k_E_D

damnit.Â IDK where to start.Â so much is racing through my head right now.Â im completely fucked.Â It’s unreal how horrible things can become.Â So, I have this stupid belief that, yeah, i want to die, but it could be the last thing I ever do (assuming in death there is no afterlife…just inÂ case)Â and it will only happen for real once…Â I want to FEEL it.Â None of the gun to the head crap (besides, you could always end up brain dead which is worse than life itself…[although, someone i once knew shot himself in the heart…Â i think that takes guts]) but anyways this […]

2/14/2013 3 comments

MY Story

by MJSPP1994 1/15/2013

written by MJSPP1994

My Name is Markus Jolley, also I go by MJ. I haveÂ tried at least 12 attempts of suicide, all failing, and now all I have is myself.Â I have no family, and I live in a group home for troubled or stranded youth. When I did have a family, I developed differently than any other kid my age. The Tests for mental instability or disorders started when I was 5. I went through medical tests over and over, until an MRI was ordered on my brain. It turned out that I had Frontal Lobe Gliosis which looks like this. http://www.ajnr.org/content/24/2/218/F3.large.jpg

This Problem explained my functioning […]

1/15/2013 2 comments

The attractiveness of suicide.

by Misery95 12/17/2012

written by Misery95

The option is always there. If your religious its thought that God decides when when you go but we have the power also. When your world begins to crumble I front of your eyes ..she come presenting herself as the best option there is. One jump.. Some pills ..some cuts to arteries and your off. To an eternal sleep, no pain, nothing because your dead and oh how I wish I could commit the act but I have tried and failed. Now just one big jump awaits for me but thought of putting my pain onto my family kills me and then app appears again […]

12/17/2012 2 comments

simple solutions…

by ironmiserie333 5/12/2012

written by ironmiserie333

I grow tired of the repaired, reconstructed, and rebuilt. I envy many of you who have faced your challenges (depression, suicide, overdose attempts, and so much more).
In all those moments you have made your life easier.
In these comments I commend you, but for many of us the battle of psych freedom is a road longer, darker, and perilous.

I am not trying to compare who is more ill (or was) but staying “just pull yourself out of it” is like a blind parent talking to a child who can see, touch, and taste the sorrow around them.

I am older than many of the […]

5/12/2012 1 comment