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Arthritis

Feels Good to Accept It

by Changsha 6/7/2013

written by Changsha

Today was nothing special, the usual boring, stressful mess at work. However, it’s still the day that finally broke me down, though I’m not sure why. For roughly three years now, not a day has passed that I haven’t thought about death, but getting home today, I knew I couldn’t stand one more day of hating what I saw in the mirror.

I’m just drained mentally, and numb emotionally. I don’t live for myself, but exist from day to pointless day. Each day is just dull maintenance of my basic needs. I find no pleasure in life, nor is there anything I want out of it: […]

6/7/2013 8 comments

Twats

by Runningtostandstill 12/27/2012

written by Runningtostandstill

Erggghhh! Why the fuck am i still here?! I’m sorry but i need to get this out, and it won’t be the same if I dont swear.

Im going to admit this now, I’ve told No one this ever. But fuck it, let’s tell a bunch of strangers! I’ve been screwed up since birth. I was born witha type of arthritis in my joints, so walking, crawling, sports, all of it was painful. Eventually people noticed I wasnt like everyone else. I’ve been bullied ever since I entered those school gates. But i was too nice, and no innocent […]

12/27/2012 4 comments

My Suicidal Story

by CrBalove 12/7/2012

written by CrBalove

My parents started to fight ever since I could remember. Â My father was abusive to my mother, not to me though. Still he screamed at me, kept me up all night telling me I was just a kid. HE broke chairs, smashed the house, broke my stuff, and hurt my mother very badly. I joined drama class at school, and he told me I couldn’t act. He crushed my dreams, and makes me feel worthless. All of my school days I have been bullied. The called me names, took away my jacket when it was cold, called me a lesbian, a wore, a fucking loser, […]

12/7/2012 6 comments

I think I’m done

by sweetsweetmisery 11/11/2012

written by sweetsweetmisery

I’m so sick of hurting- fybromyalgia; degenerative disc disease,arthritis…. no doctors help- they are fearful pussies in my experience. No more money for another, and another “doctor” appt. Four bottles of tylenol- that should finish it. Fuck you fearful doctors who are afraid to prescribe. Check out the UK opiate program- a civilized program. I would like to hike and ride my horses, but I can’t anymore. I’m done. All mds and gps take heed. I have to end it all because you are too afraid.

11/11/2012 6 comments

Happiness is figuring out a good way to go. I finally did! :)

by sick_of_it 10/16/2012

written by sick_of_it

*** ** MAJOR amendment to this thread!!! VERY IMPORTANT! Scroll down to my last post. It will save you A LOT of trouble! Seriously!!!! *******

I’ve figured it out! I feel like celebrating! I’m so happy and relieved!
In my heart of hearts, I believe people should be allowed the dignity and respect of deciding how long they live. To me, what drives a person to end their life is the devestating part; that profound suffering and internal unending pain. But not the actual suicide; that’s freedom.

For example, I recently had to have […]

10/16/2012 27 comments

Venting

by FadingAgain89 2/17/2012

written by FadingAgain89

I am so frustrated and heartbroken right now. My poor little dog is 14 and I took him to a new groomer today. He was absolutely fine before he left, but when I picked him up he was crying and limping. I thought ok give it an hour because he might be stressed out and his arthritis might be acting up. Well when we got home I noticed how swollen he was. Shortly there after his back leg went completely lame and he cant walk at all. I called the vet and theyÂ couldn’tÂ get him in, she suggested the emergency vet or to take him in […]

2/17/2012 2 comments

Don’t know what else to do.

by wooliebear 7/26/2009

written by wooliebear

I’m a 25 year old who is married to a very loving husband. Really he is my only good thing in my life. I feel so depressed because I can’t graduate from college. I’ve tried to hard to pass math to graduate but its not working and I’m unable to finish. I have taken it several times and I have tried every method in the book. I am just not a math person. So I’m working at a movie theatre with teenagers to make ends meet even though I’m barely making them because I get min. wage and not very many hours, just part time. […]

7/26/2009 4 comments

Having the physical pain I do, it makes me feel like I want to die

by Surgey 3/17/2009

written by Surgey

I have always been a VERY strong person. I am the one people would come to for advice and for strength but lately I find myself completely without strength and it also feels like no one I have ever been there for is there for me now. I have rheumatoid arthritis and I’m 28 years old. I was born with the disease and my whole childhood was destroyed by the illness. I never had a normal life. So I grew up knowing how to deal with pain and suffering. However, I went into complete remission when I was 18 and my life became wonderful. I […]

3/17/2009 7 comments