Every day, when I wake up, panic surges though me. Hurry, I think. Don’t let yourself become totally awake. Hurry! Go back to sleep.
I used to think that a little extra sleep would help. And, I guess it used to. It doesn’t anymore. Less and less do I want to awaken.
I smile at these little things that no one knows about.
I smile in sorrow.
everyday when i wake up, i feel my heart is being squeezed , it hurts so much that i cant take it anymore, just want to go back to sleep and never wake up. i feel so empty all the time
i have 2 rifles and a shotgun leaning against the wall, when i wake up i feel hurt and i stare at death against the wall, until im ready to accept it, i want to live and see the future, but i just cant stand feeling this way any longer, im afraid of waking up tomarrow, afraid that ill land a rifle round in my […]
HAd a rough night last night. I cannot wait for the battle to just end. But while I’m here it just takes away all my energy and all my strength. I’m not hungry though i at smoething small. I’m not really thirty. I’m just so very tired. So very empty and tired. I feel like a rock that sits on the rviver bed but the strong current can’t move me no matter what. I just need to go back to sleep and see if this is finally the time I will be allowd to leave. Rest my head on this pillow and just dream. Just […]
Hello,
I found this site really randomly but here is my story ….
So ive just turned 20, im no longer a teenager anymore 🙁 when i was 18 my mum had problems with money, was always upset because of it i didnt really no what to do, so i turned to prostitution i only done it to help my mum with money troubles, i done it for a little while!
I met this girl while doing it she done it as well she seemed really nice we became really good friends, i was friends with her for over a year, everytime i wanted to stop escorting (nice […]
I dont need someone to feel sorry for me, i just need someone to listen. From what i remember, its as if ive felt depressed every single day since i was a young teenaged boy. Its become my consistent personality that i dont know what its like to be confident, self driven or what it feels like to make someone else happy anymore. i used to just deal with my depression just like it was a part of me, but it was only last year that i started experiencing depression that made me anxious and taht i couldnt control. My mental state was very severe, and i had a strong compulsion to dash […]
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