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Only human

by Tormenting Dreams 2/5/2013

written by Tormenting Dreams

i laugh when i am sad,

i hurt when i am mad

i scream when i cant take it

i drop when i cant make it

i stand when i am strong

and rush the day along

because soon i will collapse

and cave in all the traps

im not really good at life

its an endless endless strife

so take it all away

i cant make the day

when all is good in well

i dont stand a chance in hell

but i am only human

the words that destroy men

i can laughÂ when i am happy

and smile through the misery

this cant last forever

or ill severe the end-ever

i have my goods and bads

my moments of happy and sads

i am […]

2/5/2013 0 comment

I’m messed up

by AngelLilith 4/23/2012

written by AngelLilith

I’m always depressed even sometimes i can really hide it from everybody -incluiding me- but within me there’s just darkness… like all the bad feelings together at the point you cant make a difference among them, in some moments i want to let me go in that darkness and just desapear, in others i want to hurt myself -even i know i can’t- to make the pain go away for a while.

I think on killing me but i know i’m not strong enough to do it, as same as hurting me, and my friends are sick of me saying once and again how bad i […]

4/23/2012 12 comments

lying on my face. In a pool of blood.

by holdingOn 2/22/2012

written by holdingOn

Pain…its not the sharp or intense pain that is experienced when first separating the skin. No, it’s the dull, deep, and gnawing pain after cuttingÂ too deep and you’re waiting for the incision to heal. It’s the long week(s) of paranoia and wearing long sleeves in the summer hoping no one will notice or if they do, praying that they don’t call you out. That’s what it has felt like for me this past month…and i am not quite sure what to think about it all….

Ahh… the bitter sweet recognition of failure. Realizing that all you ever were was in reality, nothing at all… Seeing […]

2/22/2012 5 comments