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College sucked

by telly34 5/21/2013

written by telly34

It helps to talk on here about my bad experience at college. Not only was the bullying embarrassing, but what hurt even more is how my father bullied me and his unrealistic, amoral, and unethical definitions of success. I hated that year of my life and I hated being psychologically bullied.

I feel like at college, I was a completely different person than I was at the amusement park. At the amusement park, I moved out of my parents’ house and said “This is my thing that I have looked forward to all my life. I want to be here and I am going to make […]

5/21/2013 2 comments

I don’t think I can last much longer..

by solace 3/31/2013

written by solace

I have been thinking about cutting my arm all day now. Thinking about how to bandage it, what angle to cut it, when and what to use. I miss these thoughts, but I feel like I am letting so many people down by considering them. My mind is in two as I think about cutting my flesh, I think about the look I would get from my mum, the look of inconvenience.

It’s winter, and wearing long sleeves isn’t a weird thing to do now. So hiding my wounds wouldn’t be as hard.

And to be honest, they don’t care. Even if they did notice my scars, […]

3/31/2013 0 comment

Terrified…

by Faking a smile 7/30/2012

written by Faking a smile

Some people may skim, not look at this post or think I’ve gone insane.. But for the past few nights I’ve been having vivid nightmares.. The same ones continuing every night. Where someone i love takes me and touchers me, beats me, and cuts my sides open with a pocket knife not sharp but sharp enough to make my sides bleed. After they would bandage me, wait for it to heal and do it all over again. Its really scary but one of my friends said “Meg ur ok its just a dream, its not actually happening you’ll b fine” Â To him that maybe […]

7/30/2012 2 comments

First time in a while

by Ashley444 1/17/2012

written by Ashley444

I cut myself tonight. Pretty badly actually. I haven’t cut myself for nearly six months. I was actually feeling really good today, but then everything just kind of fell apart. Nothing of censequence really happened to make me feel this way, it was just a bad mood swing. I wasn’t really thinking at all when I grabbed the exacto-knife from my drafting and jabbed it into my arm, I was bleeding worse then I ever have before.

But now I’m just really pissed at myself. What the fuck was I doing? The bleeding is starting to slow down, but I feeling kind of light-headed.

I’ve never cut […]

1/17/2012 5 comments