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The Beatles – Eleanor Rigby

by Taf Taf
written by Taf Taf

Lyrics:
Ah, look at all the lonely people…
Ah, look at all the lonely people…
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Eleanor Rigby picks up the rice
In the church where a wedding has been,
Lives in a dream…
Waits at the window, wearing the face
That she keeps in a jar by the door,
Who is it for…
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All the lonely people,
Where do they all come from?
All the lonely people,
Where do they all belong?
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Father McKenzie writing the words
Of a sermon that no one will hear,
No one comes near…
Look at him working, darning his socks
In the night when there’s nobody there,
What does he care…
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All the lonely people,
Where do they all come from?
All the lonely people,
Where do they all belong?
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Ah, look at all the lonely people…
Ah, look at all the lonely people…
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Eleanor Rigby died in the church
And was buried along with her name,
Nobody came…
Father McKenzie wiping the dirt
From his hands as he walks from the grave,
No one was saved…
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All the lonely people,
Where do they all come from?
All the lonely people,
Where do they all belong?
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i hate being in this world

by cant take it anymore
written by cant take it anymore

Mylife was happy b4 i came with him, all he ever do is beat and calls me stink names, and hes family wishes i was dead. It looks like he never wants to be with me. I feel aline and abondon, like i dont belong in this world. I took sleeping pills so i wouldnt feel the pain. 25 pills and it didnt work. My child does see me crying and tells me not to cry that i will be happy one day, and shes only 3.

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this world is not meant for everyone

by .mn.
written by .mn.

this world is not for everyone

It’s true

In fact, everything in this world is not meant for everyone

Some people is not meant to be in this cruel cruel world and most of the time, that someone knows it. They know that this is not where they belong. they know that there are other places for them. The place they can be themselves without getting reject or being judge.

There are two decisions for these people:

  1. To keep going, keep fighting to stay in this world. To continue.
  2. To go seek for other places where they are truly belong.

At the end of the day, it’s that person’s choice to choose.

are you these people? have you chosen a choice yet? are you sure about it?

I am one person who are still trying to figure out which direction I am going to choose.

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I can’t sleep and I want to slice myself to ribbons

by deadmanliving(hopefullyhopeful)
written by deadmanliving(hopefullyhopeful)

I’m tired of wishing I had ended it. I’m tired regretting the past with no future to look forward to. No one will ever care for me. I’ve led a life of such remarkable insignificance the bitterness and anger are becoming harder to control. One shot could have solved my problems. But I’m as weak now as i was then. I don’t belong in any conceivable way. I welcome death if ever it mercifully delivers me from this pain. I get it I’m inept socially. I’m incompetent to anxious/depressed/tired to work on things that I need to. I’m ugly and fat and poor and every 5 seconds I need a reminder. I’m not religious enough or too religious by believing in a form of god at all. I don’t fit in any cliques irl or the net. I shouldn’t be born. I never wanted to be here. I don’t have social media i don’t have friends. I don’t have self control enough to not eat poison. I have to rant here every few days basically rewording the same post over and over and over again. I just want some measure of peace and belonging.

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Nonexistent

by jmc22
written by jmc22

I want to disappear

 

I don’t want to kill myself, and I also don’t want to bring any pain to myself.

 

I just want to be nonexistent. Just pass on by and nobody notices a thing.

 

Sometimes I wish I wasn’t born. Maybe I’m just weird. I feel like I’m not supposed to be here. I don’t belong here.

 

Everyone else knows that I don’t belong, so why can’t I just fall into the void.

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I always feel lost

by hateself
written by hateself

All my life i have spent years hoping that things would turn out alright for once but it seems no matter what i do i always can’t get things right. I just don’t know where i belong in this world I’m not sure if i ave ever really belonged anywhere. sometimes i really just wish i wasn’t such a fuck up, that things went right for once.

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on a cold dark night

by sunflower
written by sunflower

NO home

family out of sight

tears shed

on this cold, dark night.

 

A razor

a deadly kiss

who wouldve known

it would end up like this.

 

A new year

the same shit

always sad

feeling worthless.

 

Had it up to here

cant go on

have no where to go

I dont belong.

 

 

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I don’t belong anywhere

by winterskyout
written by winterskyout

No social skills, no interest in making friends, no motivation for work or school. No one can love someone who can’t show love to begin with. You can’t save someone who doesn’t want to be saved. Everything in these 18 years of life have been useless just like me. Why am I here? I didn’t want to be born. I want to stop existing, I want a heart attack or stroke to kill me.

Nothing good comes out of me except bitterness, self-loathing, and hate for this cruel world that has tried to help me but I rejected around every corner. And now I’m unfixable.

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Again

by kilofifi
written by kilofifi

Suicide, can it ever leave my thoughts? Death and life go hand in hand. The only certainties I can count on. This life just seems more like death…and death more like the life I want, numb, unmoving, still, silent. Beautiful Nothingness. Keaton Henson-I’m going down this ship, and I most likely will drown, but it’s worth it, it’s worth it. I’m 19 now, been thinking of this ever since I can remember. I don’t fit here, I don’t belong in this world. I am in unrecognizable pain, hiding behind a facade. I didn’t feel anything. Is this real. Is this what I hoped for. My savior is no where near. I hurt. I hurt badly. I’m numb. I move and I speak but I’m unsure where it’s coming from. Who am I? Why am I? I hoped, by God I hoped. I guess this is the end. End

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Its Everywhere To Me.

by Avao
written by Avao

You wake up in the morning and the first breath you take you can feel the sadness fill your lungs. You can feel yourself gasp for air as it completely consumes you.  Leaving you just laying there praying you can make it one more day. One day without the thought, sadness, or confusion of why you belong on this earth. What is my purpose?

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this is the last time.

by Bouret.1
written by Bouret.1

I try,  ….

I try to love  and find the reason to stay, but every day that  I woke up I feel this fucking pain,
theres something wrong with me….
since I was a child I felt that I dont belong to anyone or anything…
I got a lot of feeling on me,  and i cant control them

I know you may feel the same…
Im so fucking tired to try, try to live, try to die, try to do something else,  always trying to get over this situation,  but there no way out,

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lost

by 4262B
written by 4262B

As I lay in bed questioning my own existence, I look threw the window and see nothing but something which was once familiar but now is not. I’ve lost myself. I’ve lost sight of any goals or aspirations I once had, I’ve lost sight of my happiness. I hold back the tears and feel my heart drop to my stomach as I am slowly coming to realization that I don’t belong.

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I don’t belong on this Earth.

by Chawhee
written by Chawhee

Do you ever feel you don’t belong on this planet? I’m plagued with this idea most days of my life.

I usually feel as though i’m just waiting for the day my mom passes so that I can release myself from this place. I don’t want to be here anymore. I’m homesick.

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Left to live another day.

by Hikari
written by Hikari

Enrolled into the university. Mother had to leave me alone in the capital, giant and unforgiving, because we are from a little city (6 h from the one I’m currently in). I’ve always felt I don’t belong but now more than ever. Sneaked into a tall building unaware of it’s security. Turned out there were lattices on every window and the exit to the roof was blocked. First suicide fail.  Peace is the only thing I’m craving for right now.  Might be my last post. I have no knowledge of what’s lying ahead. Love, my gratitude & good luck, Hikari.

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Want to be free

by humble25
written by humble25

I’m a selfish person for thinking about killing myself is what I keep hearing from family. I have a special sensitivity and I see the world and people and I see their hearts, all of their bitterness, coldness, ambition: the same things I see in myself sometimes. I don’t belong here. Maybe afterlife will bring me to where God is, a heaven better than this place. I’m here because I’m guilt tripped into staying here by my family. I don’t find happiness in earthly things and I certainly don’t like being judged constantly. I just want to BE. Can that place be found here? I guess that’s why I’m here. No judgement from people who admit they’re struggling. I love you all .

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Unsure

by Enough2015
written by Enough2015

I found myself here while googling suicide by carbon monoxide poisoning.

I’m almost 40 years old. I have always thought of suicide but never brave enough to do it. Some people really don’t belong here on earth and I know I am one of them. As I get older I realise it will happen, just don’t know when. I don’t want to die, I just don’t want to live anymore.

It is winter here and I’m hearing on the news about accidental carbon monoxide deaths, like bringing in a charcoal bbq to keep warm.

I thinkk this is my preferred method. Has anyone had a failed attempt?

Ah crap. After checking my post i see the rules-no methods. I think my post is against the rules. Please don’t delete my account, feel free to delete what is necessary as i do need to hear something positive. Ty.

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