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Blue Eyes

My Name Was Brett

by H 9/9/2013

written by H

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Preface:Â I’m not actually going through with this.Â I asked God for a sign as I walked with tears in my eyes tonight, he gave me one. At 8:00 pm, I received a internet message from a beautiful soul I hadn’t thought of or had any communication with in years. You know who you are and you did, infact, save my life tonight. Thank you beyond measure.

I was just writing this when I got that message and I think it’s really important that I continue to write this. Who knows what will happen tomorrow. There are no reasons to sit on these words. Words only matter […]

9/9/2013 4 comments

hii. This is about me and you really dont have to read this..

by my chemical suicide 7/16/2013

written by my chemical suicide

hiiya, my name is *insert worst name in the world here*. i am 14 years young. i hate violence and the world. i do not understand why poeple are so mean all the time. im blonde. i have blue eyes. some of my friends call me dimples cause i have really big dimples. i cut. im sorry. i try my best tocover them up. and it works. i couldnt care any less about being popular. im to worried about music. im in love with nevershoutnever and my chemical romance. ilike fallout boy and panic! at the disco to. i have to buy new head phones […]

7/16/2013 9 comments

Him

by sleeplessinSTL 6/9/2013

written by sleeplessinSTL

I miss him so much. I want my best friend back. I want to hug him and tell him just how much he means to me. I just want to see him again. I want so badly to see his bright blue eyes and blonde hair.

But I can’t.

He’s dead.

He would be ashamed of me. Drugs, alcohol, cutting, and my bitter attitude. Not much to be proud of.

There’s a part of me, though that thinks that he would be proud of me. I’ve been to hell and back, with both physical and emotional damages, but I’m still breathing. I can walk into a room and act […]

6/9/2013 6 comments

I Was

by the empty shell 5/5/2013

written by the empty shell

I was in love with this boy. He had black hair, bright blue eyes, and scars on his arms. He held me in his arms everyday I saw him. He grabbed my hand when he saw hopelessness in my eyes. He kissed me when I felt alone. What else could I have asked for? When we were in bed naked, lying next to each other, he’d kiss the scars on my arms. The bruises on my hands. The burns on my wrist. I was in love, so deep, that I would have never imagined the day to come that he’d no longer want me. Love […]

5/5/2013 2 comments

Rise From the Ashes

by TheLostandAlone 3/18/2013

written by TheLostandAlone

It wasn’t violent, the attempted rape. It was mostly tearful, with me pleading for the man to stop. And sick and disgusting. It smelled gross and dirty. I could smell his sweat, I can still smell his sweat. I will never forget it. I will still remember the scent after he got done, after he realised I want going to let him. I fought in my drunkenness.
He had told me that he wanted to talk to me.
William Triplett was his name. He was an ex of mine, and I had just turned 16, and he was 25. I was desperate to find someone […]

3/18/2013 4 comments

Out with the Old, In with the New

by TrumpetChick99 2/17/2013

written by TrumpetChick99

Sooo, I have a new crush. His name is Austin. God, he is so cute. He has blonde hair, a six pack, braces (I like braces, for some reason), and I think he has blue eyes. I went to my friend’s house yesterday, and it was her brother’s birthday. He had some friends over, and Austin was one of them. We played football, did random stupid stuff, and I had a lot of fun with him. I swear he was flirting. He insulted my favorite video game, started to tease me slightly, and then ran away. I chased him around, too. I can run a […]

2/17/2013 2 comments

Blue eyes

by BrooklynBoxx 1/19/2013

written by BrooklynBoxx

And into the world stared these gleaming blue eyes

Which she saw past its dimension and only despised

This beauty she portrayed everyone hadÂ seen

But disguised sadness she made it serene

The greatest flaw that hadÂ filled her heart

Perfection only the beginning, just the start

WithÂ blonde stringy hairÂ she curled her hand into a fist

Glass mirror she had feared,Â now stareing at her wrist

The pale white skin was now deep within herÂ reflection

An enemy she had seen, with this girl had no connection

TearsÂ streamed down and began to hit the sink

Matched the blood that seeped nowÂ combining to pink

Cutting she thought was her only escape

From the horridÂ memory of her Elusive rape

The outer […]

1/19/2013 7 comments

kaities story

by kaitieishere 1/3/2013

written by kaitieishere

ok so my best friend is 13 and beautiful shes smaler bulit, blonde hair blue eyes and an amazing smile. she was happy most of the time and always was talking about twiight she was all about the cullens and she went to a normal middle school and had friends who cared and loved her, but she didnt see that, she saw her self so much differnt, i know this site is for kids who are thinking wrong and in a bad place, but if u keep that life up you wll be in the same stop that kaitie is in.. gone, dont get me […]

1/3/2013 0 comment

Rituals of a transparent human being.

by anthropophobia 11/14/2012

written by anthropophobia

Empty, transparent, and alone I strung a wire up to the main support beam in my attic. Â The other end of the extension chord was fitted with a slip knot, which I slid up the fastened end of the wire making just enough room to slide my head through. Â I tightened the wire around my neck and fitted it carefully not to close the air passage. Â I jumped. I didn’t even write a note.

There were moments where I wasn’t aware of my existence. Â All I could see was a black foreground with slowly morphing red shapes strung together in aÂ kaleidoscopicÂ nature. This intense vision was coupled […]

11/14/2012 2 comments

I just want to fade away.

by lizr 10/20/2012

written by lizr

Do you ever just want to fade away? Have no one think of you or what you’ve done, and not deal with the shit you’ve made. I do not know where this all began I’m really only a 14 year old girl. Do you ever feel like you are being watched all the time? Like they are watching you and laughing at you and being hurt by you, and judging you all the time? Well I do. It’s this constant feeling of judgement, I feel. And the pressure is literally beginning to kill me. I just can’t handle it anymore. I feel like everything I […]

10/20/2012 1 comment

My poem: Suicide I Can Never Complete

by NotSorry 9/29/2012

written by NotSorry

Suicide I Can Never Complete

My empty blue eyes can see no way out,
My soul keeps on screaming but no one can hear,
Life is my prison and I can’t break out,
But I try, and try, and try.

The brightest colors no longer exist,
Black and grey is all there’s left now,
You try to reach out,
But I’m too far away now.

Don’t say that I’m smart,
And don’t call me beautiful,
Even if you mean it,
I can’t tell the difference between truth and a lie.

I’ll drown in the tears I can no longer cry,
And I’ll swallow the pills I can never […]

9/29/2012 5 comments

credit to my friend on deviantart

by schizojinxx123 7/6/2012

written by schizojinxx123

Ten years ago

We were both fifteen. Teenagers. Too old to be called children, and barely old enough to be called teens. Too old to be taken care of, but too young to get many freedoms. Lost, reckless and confused, much like the majority of our age group. Except for one tiny difference: we were being held in a school for emotionally unstable teens.

Neither of us thought there was anything wrong with ourselves, but apparently the rest of the world disagreed. We were both there for the same reason, which was cutting and repeated suicide attempts. Nothing some special school could fix; just a bit of […]

7/6/2012 6 comments

Trouble is coming…

by Black_Scorpio 5/16/2012

written by Black_Scorpio

Life seems to be like piano keys: black & white.. black & white.. We make decisions what cause a chain of actions. We make fails, we make victories. Nobody’s fault.

Jill Bolte Taylor, scientist in this video, made me think over my life and things around… Really good stuff to watch.

These days seems great – i bought a new car, spoke with my bro (made him apologize and little peace between us), my boss in job sent me to teach kids how to make CPR – it was great expierence. Before a few days boss saw me smoking in the yard of ambulance.. Come on! She […]

5/16/2012 4 comments

New here

by turtlepower 5/16/2012

written by turtlepower

I want a way out, simply put, no sugar coating it.
I have an average life, I know there are people worse off, call me selfish, I just want to end it all.
I am 17, 18 in October.
I hate the thoughts if waking up in the morning on weekends. I put on the fake show, pretending to be the happy popular girl in school. (Yeah call me big headed I’ve been called worse 🙂 )
I have above average grades, Honestly never opened a book in my life, pulled three A’s in Higher maths English and ordinary Irish, did transition year, passed it […]

5/16/2012 19 comments

Porcalin

by Nothin2Live4 4/25/2012

written by Nothin2Live4

And into the world stared these gleaming blue eyes

Which she saw past its dimension and only despised

This beauty she portrayed everyone had seen

But disguised sadness she made it serene

The greatest flaw that had filled her heart

Perfection only the beginning, just the start

With blonde fine long hair hit right beneath her
waist

Glass mirror she had feared she now turned to face

The pale white skin was now deep within her reflection

And enemy she had seen, with this girl had no
connection

Tears streamed down and began to hit the sink

Matched the blood that seeped now combining to
pink

Cutting she thought was her only escape

From the horrid memories of […]

4/25/2012 0 comment

What fixes the hollow hole in my heart..

by AlishaB 3/15/2012

written by AlishaB

Depression is every where all around me ever since i moved away from my family seven years ago ive never been the same.

last year on the 28th of september something happened that changed me forever.. i flew down for my birthday that week to visit my dad and his new girlfriend. But you see me and his girlfriend got off to a terrible start due to the fact she’d never met me and was telling me i needed to go on medication when she didnt even know anything about me or my life.. Dad explained to me that she herself suffered from depression on was […]

3/15/2012 0 comment

shh.

by ivansings 2/29/2012

written by ivansings

i look like a normal girl. twenty years old, 5â€™4â€³, blue eyes, blonde hair, skinny. quiet. smart. funny. i play the piano. sometimes i read keats, and i like dipping vegetables in ranch dressing and my favorite dress is blue and slinky and soft.

but hereâ€™s a secret: iâ€™m scared of cameras.

everywhere i go, i know theyâ€™re there, recording and tick-ticking. every time iâ€™ve wanted to spend the day naked or steal a book or cheat on an exam, iâ€™ve stopped myself because of the cameras. i feel guilty when i babysit for my friends, because i spend hours sitting on the couch watching TV after […]

2/29/2012 4 comments