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Body And Soul

First Post

by nightgirl 2/14/2013

written by nightgirl

So I’ve been thinking about doing it (suicide). All day, every day, every year. And the only thing that’s really stopping me is fear of hell.

Is hell real?

I just can’t risk going to a place where I’ll suffer MORE than I’m already suffering now.

What do you guys think, is there a hell? If you commit suicide, do you go to it? Or do you just stop feeling anything… like before you were born, complete noexistance of the mind body and soul?

and don’t worry, your answers are not going to make me do it.

2/14/2013 10 comments

Currently we are studying the cold war in my history class, I think about how a war was never really fought. I realize that the fight between my heart and my brain is like the cold war except I am the only casualty my body and soul take a beating every day while my mind battles what my heartÂ desperatelyÂ wants…the sweet relief of death…theÂ adrenalineÂ caused by the blade and the worry that I will soon be caught…

2/11/2013 0 comment

Ashes to Ashes/Once

by HunterNightshade 1/14/2013

written by HunterNightshade

Note: I wrote this after I was blackmailed and cyber raped

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Ashes to Ashes I am covered

Blood rushing through my veins

Blood rushing through my head

Blood rushing out of me

I once was a pure, strong one

Filled with light and alivliness

Now darkness consumes me

And I have fallen My heart crushed

My mind gone mad, And my body shattered

Ashes to Ashes I am shattered

Shattered to the core

I wake from my sleep

To walk in my never-ending nightmare

I was once alive

I once had strong wings to soar

I once was pure with light

Now I am dead

My wings weak, no longer able to soar

I am no longer pure and filled […]

1/14/2013 0 comment

Writer’s Block

by JustTooLate 11/27/2012

written by JustTooLate

What do you do when only one thing helps
But you can’t even do that right?
Take the bottle of pills off the shelf
Cuz you fuck everything up in your life

Well that’s what I just did
Downed pills like shots on new years
Popped the tops off a couple of new beers
Ran up to my room and hid

Under my bed cutting my wrist
Making designs to shame an artist
My cuts have a contest
To see who can go the farthest
First prize went from my armpit
Down to my fist

Left arm useless but I still have my right
To end my life […]

11/27/2012 12 comments

broke

by lostchild445 5/28/2012

written by lostchild445

Everything about me is broken

my phone, my bank account, my heart

i wish someone would just take them

and give me a brand new start

I’ve gone through bullets and knives

through fire and ice

through volts and ropes

through drugs and loves

through suffocation andÂ exoneration

And yet i still am alive

I beg for peace

i beg for calm

i beg for death

and yet nothing has happened but

pain

suffering

and silence.

I am broken, body and soul

nothing in this world will make me whole

because i am scattered in a million peices

andÂ there’sÂ no way i can find them all

5/28/2012 1 comment

God is the redeemer

by cj 12/29/2011

written by cj

Thank you, Lord!.
Thank you, Father!.
Thank you, God!.

You truly are the path of happiness and joy.

I have never in my life felt more happy than now at this very moment.

The darkness of the world confuses us, and makes us pursue earthly desires… money, vanity, lust, fame, food….

Lord break our chains to these sins. We have become slowly slaves to these earthly desires. We wallow in our sins, and we rationalize to ourselves that this is the way. That such pleasures that never fill but increase our void is what is right.

Lord break our chains to these sins. Let us break free. Slaves no more […]

12/29/2011 10 comments