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Body Pains

Im going to commit suicide because I have chronic pain and it breaks my heart.

by Bamsa 2/18/2020

written by Bamsa

I’ve never thought I would be writing this. But I’m going to kill myself ass soon as I gather enough amitriptyline.

I’ve had a very happy childhood and very loving parents. I have always been a little shy, but I’ve managed to make some good friends. I was always very introspective and I’ve always been the type of person who thinks that an unexamined life is not worth living. I am a woman, by the way.

When I started college I had a bit of an emotional breakdown and was prescribed some antidepressants that didnt work, but I never ever thought I would kill myself. I studied […]

2/18/2020 9 comments

I’m not going back to old ways, buttt….

by amberhaha 5/20/2012

written by amberhaha

I’m scared.

I have no idea what to do. I think all this stress is getting to me. I want to go back and make everything better. I think Iâ€™m getting an eating disorder. I KNOW Iâ€™m not fat, but when I look at my self, I feelÂ disgusted. I never feel like Iâ€™m good enough. I messed up, and I canâ€™t fix it, no matter how bad I want too. I feel like my whole world is crashing down on me. Iâ€™m sick. Mentally andÂ physicality. I canâ€™t take it anymore.
I have these body pains that I know arenâ€™t normal. I donâ€™t like going to the […]

5/20/2012 1 comment

somebody to love.

by CJ 7/9/2009

written by CJ

This site… has been a wonderful outlet for me. When I first came to this site I thought I would have people dogging me on to kill myself; the kind of support I need. I certainly didn’t expect people to read what I wrote, nonetheless care. The comments that I get on some of my most pathetic rants (thank you pulling the plug and jon) seem to move me to tears… partly because it proves that some people care about what I have to say, something I’ve wanted my entire life… and partly because I’m a skeptic and I’m convinced that they really don’t mean […]

7/9/2009 4 comments