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Bottle Of Wine

Loneliness.

by buffalosong 9/8/2013

written by buffalosong

I need really to talk.

I got a whole buch of meds just beside me. I don’t know if it’s enough, but it’s all I got. I got a whole bottle of wine already.

I feel lonely. I’m 33 years old years.Thanks I got already a therapist. Doesn’t help that much.

I’ve been chasing the same guy for two years and half. I’ve met a guy a few days ago who just don’t reply anymore to text messages. Even though he seem very interested.

I met a girl last month. She just told me today I “was a nice person” but she met someone else. It’s rare I got […]

9/8/2013 1 comment

by Donaldwasagreatman 8/22/2013

written by Donaldwasagreatman

Today I’m going to kill myself. Â I’m going to finish my day at work and when I’m done, I’m going to kill myself. Â I’m going to take the bottle of muscle relaxers and drink the bottle of wine and die in the spot that the homeless man sleeps when he’s drunk. Â When they take my body, they will have to clean the area and that will be good for him.

Alex will be so sad but she will write great songs about her feelings and go on to enjoy lots more success. Â She will meet someone new that will love her better than me. Â Her life […]

8/22/2013 5 comments

It’s a Party

by j45p4r 8/11/2013

written by j45p4r

Bottle of wine, TV noise background, inactivity on Facebook, Zoloft & HIV antiretroviral meds, GB & purp, living with parents unemployed, degree-less as a college drop-out, making impulsive decisions I cannot fight that will land me in PRISON, all at I-95’s biggest pothole on a Saturday night the weekend before turning 28 wasting my time talking with people who want to chat and string me along instead of actually taking action and meeting…this is real life?

Sure, I got this…… #steadymobbin

8/11/2013 1 comment

I am loved and I have done nothing good in life to deserve it

by mike.persson 4/26/2013

written by mike.persson

I am new to this site but clearly, spending just a few minutes reviewing posts and the fact that IÂ even landed on this site makesÂ it clear that I have a lot in common with most of the audience here.

My challenge is thatÂ most of the posts are about being blamed our being bullied or about others not perceiving you as being good enough etc….. which I cannot identify with. The reason I hate myself and see no reason for being around is that I hate my depressions and my sadness -Â people looking at my life from the outside would envy the life I have, would envy […]

4/26/2013 1 comment

Just a little ramble.

by The_Voice_Inside 4/8/2013

written by The_Voice_Inside

Depression hits us all, I think. There’s not a single person I have spoken to that hasn’t felt it’s clammy hands around their soul. It seems to be caused by many things, from big life changing events, to small things that just build up and knock a person off their feet eventually. Â I’ve had it time and and time again, but usually managing to shake it off like a wet dog. Â This time however, it’s crippled me.

I’ve seen death burn through a families hope, I’ve felt that pain. I got through it.
I’ve felt theÂ devastationÂ of a loved one no longer loving you. I got through […]

4/8/2013 2 comments

A Fall

by Ameryj39 3/14/2013

written by Ameryj39

Let us take a walk, follow me to the edge of this building. The climb up here
was very tough wasn’t it? Did you say a hundred flights to the top? I guess the
elevator is still out of order than? I have been up here for a long time. I’ve
been looking down at this city. Don’t worry we can’t fall off from this ledge.
I’ve fallen enough times in my life, once more wouldn’t be so bad anyway. I
didn’t mean to trouble you my friend. Are you cold? It can be chilly out here
exposed to the world. Here take my coat. […]

3/14/2013 1 comment

My survival story PLEASE READ!!!

by staystrong1234 9/15/2012

written by staystrong1234

Im sure I sound like a million different ppl u all have heard but, SUICIDE IS NEVER THE WAY!!!!! PLEASE PLEASE READ MY STORY AND I HOPE IT CAN HELP AT LEAST ONE PERSON. I came home from the hospital about 3 hours ago and it starts like this…. I an 23 years old/female and have struggled with depression and anxiety from the age of 12. I was sexually abused as a child by multipule family members including my own father. i have always struggled with my identity and feeling that others didnt love me and i never loved myself very much either. I have […]

9/15/2012 6 comments

I’ve thought about it enough

by Dead_Already 9/12/2012

written by Dead_Already

Hi. I’m 25, female and I’m suicidial.

I’ve had thoughts of suicide almost all of my teenaged years till now, but now I’m going through something that’s completely broken me and made me lose hope in everything. I have no one physically that I can talk to. But I feel like the only way out of this is to kill myself.

I’m a cutter, and the only thing I’ve been thinking about lately is slitting my wrists. I think about it all the time. About how I could enjoy my last bottle of wine, take the surgical blade from my medicine kit and slice downward my arms […]

9/12/2012 4 comments

Slipping

by SoVeryTired 4/5/2012

written by SoVeryTired

I am slipping, slipping fast and hard. For a day I couldn’t feel the pain anymore, instead I felt numb, nothing, dead inside, which is actually worse. So both kids are out today, I am on my own, broke open a cheap bottle of wine and got drunk just enough so I can feel again. Trying to loose my inhibitions so I might just on an impulse do what I need to do, but I still know that my moral compass is stubbornly strong so I won’t. Crying. I want to die more than anything else. Still, it can’t happen. Really loosing the plot today. […]

4/5/2012 14 comments

Desolation.

by fettucinealfredo 3/22/2012

written by fettucinealfredo

To sum things up, I don’t like my life.

By no stretch of the imagination is my life the worst. The hardest, the most miserable. But I still hate living.
My childhood was verbally abusive. I live with the constant guilt of driving a loved one to their death because of my neglect. I was molested in the 7th grade. My friends don’t ever invite me to their social gatherings, though I guess I wouldn’t want to hang around with me either.

My family and myself are in deep shit financially.
In school, I have advanced classes. Did well on the SATs, state tests, the like. But […]

3/22/2012 4 comments

I love You, my Girls :*

by Black_Scorpio 2/9/2012

written by Black_Scorpio

Things been fucked up more than ever. My boyfriend still can’t show any of warm feelings, acting like a snowman, can’t even make himself tell that he misses me and so on.. So finally i told him, that i’d rather choose not to have him, than having him like that. I asked him not to write me, not to call me, not to find me anymore..except he will find some feelings.. I just couldn’t take that coldness anymore.

My friend called at the same time, i was cryin.. so She took a food, bottle of wine, Marlboro and came up.. Feeded me, drunk me, poison me […]

2/9/2012 3 comments

I’m Ready 2 Hang…

by USAFwife 7/5/2009

written by USAFwife

Well, itâ€™s about that timeâ€¦again! I am awaiting the police to serve my warrant and take me to jail for defrauding my bank (1800.00)â€¦but I had too, I had to pay the rent, bills and put food on the table for my family! I tried to explain to them, but money matters more in this world than life or so it seems! I already have a criminal background in fraud from years ago, always trying to support my family seems to get me in trouble. Yes, I have a job but it does not pay all the bills and we get further in debt everyday. […]

7/5/2009 8 comments