I recently moved into my dorm room, and I wasn’t given a roommate who actually planned to move into the room so I’ve got a room to myself. Many people have said that it’s great that I have the room to myself but in complete honesty it sucks. Everyone has someone to hang out with because they have a roommate and here I sit all alone. I don’t know where the girls on the floor went but they aren’t here and my depression is setting in. I miss my friends and I miss my sister and her son and her boy friend, I miss just […]
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I am so very alone. I mean this in the way not one  single person i know would be like your the person i need to talk too and hang out with right now. I dont have that person i dont mean like boy/girl friend thing. I mean that person in your life that gets you. I hate this feeling, i always feel out of place and just wrong ike i been in the wrong for noting and everything. I wish i had someone to talk to not about serious stuff just to laugh giggle maybe cry with one person i could feel that wasnt […]
Broken People, by Scott Hildreth a book that provides hope from a survivor
written by Scott Hildreth
Hello, I am Scott Hildreth, the Author of Broken People. At the age of thirteen, my uncle committed suicide. I hated him for it. At the age of twenty one, my girlfriend committed suicide. I spent a lifetime carrying a poem that she left me in my wallet. Additionally, I carried guilt. Crushing guilt. I felt awful, guilty, and no longer trusted people.
A few years ago, a close friend committed suicide. Then, I decided it was my turn.
I didn’t succeed.
This year, I met a girl who needed help. A suicidal bulimic teen.
I wrote a very uplifting and deep book that has touched the hearts of […]
well.. weekend was kinda good. spent most of it as my friends, meaning i only had to see my family for half of sunday. yay!
but when i got home.. mom bitches at me about how i fidgit all the time. i cant help it!
dad gets mad cuz i always wear a hat. so what? my parents are so stupid. need to get mad at me about anything. i start talking back to my mom and shed ask “have you taken your pills today?” uugghhhh.. life sucks.. i burn now instead of cutiing. hurts more. and i’ve barley eating since friday. lost a lot of weight. […]
I don’t know why I’m depressed, or at least feel depressed. All I know is I have friends who love me, a loving boy friend, I have things to look forward to.. But I just feel the urge to cut daily, I feel as though I want to die..
I just feel like sitting here and crying until I can’t anymore.. :/ idfk
So I haven’t writen in a while.. mom n dad got a devorcie and my boy friend left me for my best friend. I feel so unwanted and just wana die. Bleh
So Much Stuff Can Go Through A Girl’s Mind .. It’s Funny How At My Age I Had To Go Through All This, It’s Not Even Fair. I Turned 16 On January 29th .. My First Birthday Without My Father, Still None Cared.. Plus I Didn’t Wanted None To Feel Pitty For Me. As I Said On My Other Post .. My Mom Got A New Boyfriend .. We Moved To His House 3 Week’s go. I Had To Leave All My Friend’s Again And The Best-Boy Friend In The Whole World. She Moved My World Up Side Down Back Again Just Like She Did […]
i haven’t been on for a long time but it was only cause i thought i found my reason to live… my boy friend, but just an hour ago he told me he had feelings for his ex still… sins then I’ve been wanting to kill myself… are song just came on and its wanting me to do it more. i understand that this is just a part of are relationship between us but i cant help but feel this…  i know im not going to do it.. for him. </3
Okay so i woke up thinking today wad going to be a good day i got up went to work out with my mom but i left my phone in the car so at the end we left and i checked my text messages and my boy friend texted me and said that i have to much going on in my life and that he wanted to break up so i tried to call him and he didnt answer whhy are all the people that i thuoght was really close to me leaving me i cant help who i am trust me if this […]
Ok, so life hasn’t been so great lately. So there’s this girl who said she loved me a few days ago, and I LOVED her for months and months and watched her get boy-friend after boy-friend while I’m almost certian she knew I was in love with her, so I was basically nothing to her when she had a boy-friend and when they cheated on her or broke up, Of course I was “the best” and “super amazing” because I’m so soft harted I CAN’T not forgive some one. And I just kept loving her. And now recently I knew I would never have her […]
ok i know this sounds cheesy but i want a guy, not any guy i want a guy who will like know how i’m feeling because it kills me that i can fake happiness so well, and people either believe me or just don’t care. High school is a horrible place to find a boy friend… especially mine. And all of my friends have boy friends, and well its odd but im friends with them as well. Now don’t get me wrong i in no way want their boy friends, but i see how happy they are, and im just sick of being alone, and sad.