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Brain Fog

Mockery 2

by Identified 1/29/2017

written by Identified

Hello, friends

Just looking for some place to vent. If you’re reading this, I’m already a happier sad person and humbled by your sympathetic presence.

In my own case, thinking about death has more to do with very specific problems i have. With my health, to be exact. Still, feeling the blues takes you to the place where you cannot ignore your very human attempts to put everything into perspective, and to look for any meaning in seemingly unrelated circumstances in your life. And that’s why me posting this doesn’t mean that I’ve completely lost it. I think.

So, the health related “problem’ I’m talking about today is […]

1/29/2017 1 comment

Mockery

by Identified 4/25/2015

written by Identified

Can someone please help me end this? This is ridiculous.

For me to have the strength to end it all, i would have to have some motivation. If I had any motivation to do anything, I would cling to it. I would survive.

At this very moment, though, I only have the precious remnants of it. I’m drunk, so there’s some dopamine or some other shit in my system letting me be enough of a human to write this. Letting me be a man. A man which is strong enough to send a hopeless and desperate cry for help.

I work 50 hours a week and I give […]

4/25/2015 1 comment

need some help

by stressed1971 8/28/2012

written by stressed1971

For awhile now I have thought of suicide alot. Its not somehting I want to do but im at a point to where its something im really starting to think about and cant help it. I been reading on hypoxic death and it seems the best way to go. I wasnt able to breathe well for about 7 months and then after feeling well for about a month something else happened….I have somehting wrong in my head and I cant think right. I call it brain fog but its affecting me more than I can tell anyone or even put into words. Its ruining my […]

8/28/2012 1 comment