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Brain Tumor

My Silent Battle

by Lisa Marie 6/27/2015

written by Lisa Marie

I’m sorry this is so long. It’s my first post. But, it’s a juicy story filled with a lot of pain. I promise.

I’m not sure where to even begin. 10/11 years ago, or the recent events? What I do know is…it doesn’t matter if I kill myself of not. The beautiful star filled sky will still appear each night. The warm glowing sun will continue to rise every morning. The seasons will still slowly change and flow into each other in a never ending rhythm. Beyond me, everyone else’s life will still continue on. So, why not? My father always says, “Suicide is the most […]

6/27/2015 9 comments

teenage suicide

by crazybeautiful 3/14/2013

written by crazybeautiful

I see how all the teen girls are killing themselves. And I’m scared that i might accidentally kill myself well to be honest i wish someone would kill me right now or i wish i could die from cancer which i might have because i have a brain tumor I’m just waiting for the neuro surgeon to tell me if i have cancer or not. I’m hoping so. But at t the sane times i want kids and i have so much love for other people. I’m a living girl but I’ve had lots of things that have happened to me I’m i guess […]

3/14/2013 2 comments

I’m Getting Worse.

by WristSlitz 3/7/2013

written by WristSlitz

It’s been a while since I’ve posted and I’m actually getting worse. I’m beginning to hate everything even more than I already do. It’s a good thing I haven’t cut myself in over a month.
I’m so tired of faking the same smile everyday and pretending to be happy when I’m not. I have a fucking brain tumor. Why can’t I manage to be happy? Whenever I begin to feel better something bad happens and ruins it. Tonight I thought about killing myself for the first time in weeks.
If I ended it all, no one would care.. my family would be happy a load […]

3/7/2013 0 comment

the end of my rope, as it were

by p. 6/4/2012

written by p.

honestly.

i cannot live this way, with my mind battering me into constant disintigration.

i am living for the peace of mind of my loved ones.Â they’d be destroyed if i killed myself.Â or so they say.Â i think that they’d be shocked (by the unexpectedness of exactly when it’ll happen) and saddened, then grieve, then pick up and continue on with their lives.Â with what they consider to be life.

my life cannot continue like this.Â i am finished.Â i am exhausted.

depression kills.Â put your family and friends on notice: this disease must be *taken seriously*.Â we can never ‘pull ourselves up’, ‘snap out of it’…Â if […]

6/4/2012 2 comments

I Just Want to Disappear

by Frazier3 7/28/2009

written by Frazier3

I realize that there are many of you who are in the same amount or worse pain than I am. I need to tell my story, and hope that someone can help me.

The past five years have been a nightmare for me.Â One of my very closest friends died at the age of 48 from a brain tumor.Â My Mom had a stroke, and then died last year from cancer after receiving a cancer-free diagnosis only a month before.Â IÂ lived with her and was her primary caretaker for four years.Â I asked my family if I could live in our home until January (I would […]

7/28/2009 8 comments

So confused and mental :[

by amused 7/25/2009

written by amused

IÂ was at the hospital the past couple of weeks & I’m so scared.Â I’m 18 and I’ve been homeless since Jan., I weigh 70 lbs & I’m barely alive.Â Everytime my brain tumor goes away, Humphrey (yes I named it) comes back & I’m so sick of hospitals & life.Â Then they said I was dangerous to others & wanted to send me to a mental institution but I barely dodged a bullet and left. Since I was 8 I’ve had to rely on someone else to help me live [AKA hospitals/doctors] & I hate it. I hate bothering people. I’ve attempted suicide but was […]

7/25/2009 1 comment

To: Donna Meta

by jeannie812 6/13/2009

written by jeannie812

So much has happened to you.Â Â How can you explain it all?Â I would be talking gibberish if I went through that.

One thing I have learned from my life is that the more bad stuff we have to explain,Â the less sense we make.Â People tune it out.Â They are looking to “fix”Â our problems and when it gets beyond “fixable”Â Â they tune it out.

Sweetie,Â go to the Mayo’s clinic.

There is one in Rochchester,Â Minnesota,Â Â and one in Rockchester ,Â New York.

The Mayo’s clinic is the best.Â Â They will fix you.Â smile

If your insurance won’t pay,Â well,Â then ask for donations.Â Â Ask and you will […]

6/13/2009 0 comment