I never thought that the people i watched on the tv in health class could one day be me. I never thought i would feel so helpless that i would want to die. But i do…and have attempted sciucide three times, each time i have either been stopped by someone, or it just didnt work. I think that this depression, or feelings of depression came about the start of my 9th grade year. Everyone has a group of friends, i was too unsocial to join one and now im too late, everyone always says; oh wow your so funny or you crack me up, but […]
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Brig
leting go fuck it im going to tell you evrey thing so if you read this let me know below
written by why i dont no
that it reley im don here fuck this i give up you win i dont whant to be here ill drink my self in to a oblivean on schtish wisckey of dart moor beer mmmm so yer that me no frends and well not careing i youst to help people you know i loveds it now i get greef im 16 and i feel like im 100 iv know more bout life that i would have you belev im smart but still in the botum streem in school i did pre traning for the paras iv whatch two of my frends kill them selfs in freont of […]
under the rode brig
wet hot and shit filld
needels allarownd
bottels of beer
drunk to erly
mum fownd me
in the wreck of my life
run away from mum and him
im a littel dick in his mind
sumer holds no good just shit
frends gon
famaly wish i was dead
and dont blame them
acustic gutar song wighting
leting my pane flow trow me
1 deep breth
2 3 4 go wight play just get it out
if not the other semfor of life cuting
that dos it
feeling beter allredey
and then talk to my self for the rest of the day
so luckey
to be here
well iv lost my friends to them calling me a atanchion seeker i was just lookinf for help thats all and james jump off the tamar brig copul weeks ago seems the ones who understand me kill them selfs iv spent mosr of my life all 16 years helping people and noe im looking for help ther trowing me away now that im spent of all my love and careing
its got to get beter right it cant get wors.. thats what i say to my self evrey day the lsd hs stopt working so has the weed and people say to me your still young you dont know […]