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Fuck Kat

by LostKat
written by LostKat

I hate it here. I want to leave, but I can’t. I have no where else to go.

They talk in front of me like I’m not there, he yells at me like he doesn’t know who I am, they treat me like I’m nothing. Maybe I’m not, but I’m trying to be something.

I cant see the letters through the tears.

Fuck, I sound so helpless and pathetic. Its sickening.

I just need to leave.

Im sorry I’m here, I’m sorry I’m yours, I’m sorry for my birth, god I’m so sorry.

I just need time to stop. I need more time, or maybe less. Theres too much i cant […]

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a little update

by run rabbit run
written by run rabbit run

I am dying inside and still feel like dying in the literal fashion

However I have decided, I am not to take my own life, I’m going to go back to the Militia in Syria. I was happy there. I left a life I love for a woman that emotionally tortured the shit out of me for nearly a year. If I die there then so be it.

Things were going well, her parents had talked some sense into her, She got the Christmas Presents I sent (over $2k worth) my house was getting ready for sale (I am pulling it off the market in the next […]

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For Those Who Want to Leave

by rich51bruhh
written by rich51bruhh

For those who want to leave this world, for those contemplating suicide but are to hesitant to go through with it, theres a reason for that. Something is holding you back. I think when you love something or love someone, that is the reason for you to stay. I thought long about this as I sat in the shower remembering the period of time when I felt very suicidal. I imagined in it in my head, my suicide.

I take the handful of pills I had prepared nights before from the cabinet. Tonight is the night. I write a letter to each family member in […]

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whew

by tc13
written by tc13

well, folks, made it one more day.went to appointments with whitecoats. they actually let me leave. i was pretty amazed. dont know what kind, if any, help they will be,but hey, a little effort is better than none right? i dont trust these people,and old bad memories are evrywhere. i would prefer a more holistic approach, as that path has proved the most successful FOR ME, the physical effects of this past crisis still abound. weak, tired, feel like i have been hit in chest with sledgehammer,cant breathe, thoughts slow and sluggish, but that nagging desire to end it has finally subsided. once again. for […]

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surviving but suffocating

by AnotherBreath
written by AnotherBreath

It is amazing how life can fall out of grasp within a blink of an eye. It is like yesterday that I was happy and carefree with the world shinning brightly before me. However, it is not yesterday, it is today and today I feel as if there is nothing for me. The world is not mine for the taking and the Sun has disappeared completely. I’m sad, I’m lonely and I fear it will never get better. Maybe life isn’t for everybody because I may be breathing but inside I’m suffocating. Life shouldn’t be this hard. Living has simply turned into surviving and I […]

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