Today I recall all the times I felt how it all would spin out of control. In my teens it was my grades, my friends, my home life. Nowadays it’s cash flow, job retention and paying the bills.
Today, I found out my wife is carrying a daughter.
I have never wanted to be alive as much as I do today and tomorrow and the day after that.
My wedding day was nice.  But today is the first day my life has felt sweet.
I wish you all feel this. It’s worth the struggle to get here.
No one can imagine that so positive-minded I’ve always been would choose to end !
When the cash flow of mine was nearing the critical time, it was hard to bear knowing that my brother wanted the last piece of my property, my shelter from the rain, to be sold to him at three-fifth of the actual value, and my wife also hated me to death awaiting to claim the same last piece. My choice then was to leave this house to my wife who is with my beloved daughter who can then also harvest the share afterall. So, on 2010-7-26, late night, I attempted […]
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