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cease to exist

If I Could Attend My Funeral

by CocoaS2cookie 5/26/2016

written by CocoaS2cookie

You know, I don’t believe in God or heaven or hell. Maybe in that one sentence, if they existed, I condemned myself. The rational part of me thinks we just cease to exist. Sure, people remember us but there is no part of our consciousness or spirit that lingers, I think.

At the same time, I wish I could see what happens right after I die. I wish I could hear what people said, their true feelings, if they had any regrets. For the last thing, at least, I think they should have done something before they had time to regret. Life is too short for […]

5/26/2016 3 comments

So wait – it’s over?

by Stereotype 5/13/2016

written by Stereotype

I took my last final exam of my undergraduate career today. It was hard as f*ck, I don’t know if I will pass that class. I couldn’t help but worry that I would’t pass that class, which dominoes to not graduating then to not getting into graduate school… So f*ck it all. I have this beautiful plan that I will commit suicide on sunday when my whole family is out of town. I am afraid to do it. I am afraid it will hurt. I know which method (no talking methods on here), where, with what, when. I just need the motivation.

Truth be told I […]

5/13/2016 1 comment

bullshit

by Grass 3/15/2016

written by Grass

I’m fucking tired and ive been tired for a long time
I honestly don’t even know how to explain this
I’m just sad and tired and I feel like life isn’t worth living. There is no true benefit and everything good comes to an end. Were all born alone and we die alone. blah blah more typical suicidal depressed teen shit
but the matter of the fact is that its all bullshit
life is bullshit everything in our ‘realities’ is bullshit
I don’t want to be another polluting selfish destructive asswipe and that’s all that humans are. we completely destroy everything we touch and I […]

3/15/2016 1 comment

Ready?

by fitzgerald 3/12/2016

written by fitzgerald

I don’t know if I’ve ever been quite this serious about it before. I’ve known I wanted to die since I can remember, even as a child. I’ve been toying with methods since I was twelve. I’ve come close out of anger and extreme sadness, apathy. But I don’t know if I’ve ever been this practical about it. It’s surreal. Like, okay, this is really it. You will cease to exist now. Everyone will still be there and you won’t be. You won’t know how everyone will get on.

It’s kind of like Andy Warhol said. He would rather watch every party he’s invited to on […]

3/12/2016 4 comments

if nothing else, entertaining…

by Alan Ominous 3/3/2016

written by Alan Ominous

The Gritty Truth Of Reality:
An Essay by A.O.

Why am I here? Why do I exist? Questions asked by most people. The answers range from a spiritual, God put you here..), to the scientific explanation of evolution of organisms. The obvious truth. The only sure answer. You are here because your parents fucked. Whether intentional or not, planned or not, your fathers sperm fertilized your mothers egg. Now you exist.

But, where did we come from? Like people in general? Where does it begin? This is a follow up, to the previous question. Now every religion and scientists have a lengthy answer that leaves so many […]

3/3/2016 13 comments

Late night reflections.

by nias 3/1/2016

written by nias

I sit here with thoughts of suicide swirling around in my head.
I don’t know if there’s a purpose to my life; why was I born.
All my life I’ve wanted to be loved; no one has ever wanted me.
I feel such loneliness, so empty inside.
I wish I could cease to exist, I don’t want to live anymore.
I hate myself and wish I was dead.
🙁

3/1/2016 7 comments

In my Burning House

by Take a Deep Breath 12/18/2015

written by Take a Deep Breath

Hello my lovelies 🙂 I haven’t been on here for quite some time now… I thought if I stayed away long enough, my negativity would cease to exist. That it wouldn’t affect you guys- I like bringing positivity here! I like letting you all know that you are loved and cherished are are beautiful and strong and inspiring (BECAUSE YOU ARE, YOU FUCKING FABULOUS PEOPLE YOU) but I… you know what? Never mind. That’s all I want to say. I missed you all, and I hope I can help in any way I can 🙂 Love and hugs to all *opens arms for giant group […]

12/18/2015 26 comments

Existence is a matter of perception

by PsychoFancy 12/12/2015

written by PsychoFancy

I know what I’m about to say is nothing new or profound, but the hell with it. We are all made of atoms that have been around for billions of years. Every year over 98 percent of the atoms in our bodies are replaced. Think, all of us have atoms in our body from almost every human being that has ever existed. When we die this enclosed system of exchanged atoms that comprises our perceptions of ourselves ceases to exist, but the atoms themselves will still exist.

It really makes me wonder, does it really matter that I kill myself? I obviously don’t believe in the […]

12/12/2015 8 comments

Here again

by Costy 12/11/2015

written by Costy

Hey guys.I want to say that I am going to kill myself. The main reason is that I once was a Christian and after I’ve grown up I understood there is no god and after we die we cease to exist. I suffered from depression, despair and stuff. I want to kill myself because everything I believed and experienced was a lie. The thing is, you never asked to be born..you were just born. It is like giving someone a food he hates and opening his mouth with force for puting it in. Some have a incredible desire for continuing their lives, I don’t . […]

12/11/2015 9 comments

Depression

by Deadlyist 11/30/2015

written by Deadlyist

Lately I’ve been depressed, three weeks ago me and my girlfriend broke up. We’ve been together for about 2 years, in August my mother passed away, and well she kind filled with hope and happiness, and lately I lost all fo that hope, the joy and happiness, I turned to drugs, I’ve been in bed, not motivated to goto school, to ashamed of myself. I know what I’ve done wrong, Me and her had a pretty heated fight, and I said she didn’t care what I was going through, cause she didn’t really acted like it, that’s hwo our breakup started, the next day we […]

11/30/2015 4 comments

ignore this

by MissDysphoria 11/5/2015

written by MissDysphoria

I’m on the edge of a psychotic break down. if I keep pushing on to the end, that I’m oh so close to…so close to finishing my show, finishing this semester, finishing school……. it’s going to finish me. I can’t wait a few more day, weeks, let a long months! Everyone tells me how close I am to finishing school, “just a little more, two more semesters, you got all this way, why quit now when you’re so close?” And no one wants to listen about my bad day, how much I can’t stand it, and listen to me cry. My friends don’t want to […]

11/5/2015 4 comments

What are we doing

by maddie_kay 10/27/2015

written by maddie_kay

We’re all going to die anyway. Why talk about our problems. They mean nothing in the end. There’s no point in trying to connect with or help others. There’s no point in doing any of this meaningless crap. We’ll all just cease to exist one day and our bodies will either be burned or put in a box and then put in the ground. We’re all going to disappear one day and nothing that any of us do will matter. There is no point to any of this.

I think the great majority of us on this site has realized that life is pure and […]

10/27/2015 6 comments

How can I gather the courage to end my miserable life?

by nvm12 10/16/2015

written by nvm12

I’ve made a post a few days ago about my problem. I don’t know if it’s possible to view someone’s posts, but you are free to see my previous post if it’s possible if you want to know what my problem is. It’s loneliness, in a nutshell. A lot of the replies were indeed encouraging, especially those from people who could relate. My problem is that I’ve never even had a chance to be with a girl. I’m extremely shy and it took me 21 years to be able to just talk to girls, and now I lack the experience necessary to find a girlfriend, that’s […]

10/16/2015 39 comments

Just Let Me Disappear

by apolkadottedowl 8/25/2015

written by apolkadottedowl

(written about 6 months ago)

I don’t want to exist anymore. It’s not that I would ever kill myself because I would NEVER. I just want to cease to exist. I hate the word suicide and term “commit suicide” because it’s a sin and I’m a sucker for pleasing others and I can’t inflict harm on myself. I’m too much of a baby. I also wouldn’t want to cause emotional damage to my family or friends. I absolutely hate to disappoint people. It’s my least favorite thing to do but sometimes I just wish I could throw everything out the window and just […]

8/25/2015 2 comments