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Background on ‘The cons in life outweigh the pros…’

by wolfsbane 6/18/2013

written by wolfsbane

I made an earlier post. You can click it here: http://suicideproject.org/2013/06/200363/

In there, it sounded like everything was great in my life and in my past. I think I should shed some light on that. Everything started when I was five years old.

My grandmother was a terrible woman and I was her latest punching bag. She had done this to my father and was now doing it to me. She would hit me, humiliate me, insult me, and other things as well.

I remember her always calling me trailer trash, no matter what I did or wore. Sometimes, I wasn’t allowed to finish a whole […]

6/18/2013 0 comment

by Smiley 6/12/2013

written by Smiley

I see myself driving to the bridge. I see myself popping some pills and driving. it’s the middle of the night and its pitch black outside. I reach the halfway point in the bridge, I slow down and pull over. I have my backpack neatly prepared on the passenger seat. I leave it there to be found. Inside is my cell phone and my journals. its so clear and I am calm. I exit my car and head to the rail. I climb over take one last breath and fall backwards into the water. These thoughts make me feel free. The urge is getting stronger […]

6/12/2013 1 comment

Thinking and Prevision

by buried and dug up 1/5/2013

written by buried and dug up

My name is Luke, and I want to share my suicide experience with you, for any chance of reading and really making you think about the decisions you are about to make.

Before I begin, remember that I do not know you, and it is your choice and yours only to take your life. It is a natural feeling to feel like this, and don’t let people tell you otherwise…they’re either in a shock state or they’ve missed a dose of their anxiety pills.

Anyways, now to start…

I had just started senior year, I was 17, had the girl of my dreams, was playing in a band, […]

1/5/2013 1 comment

No cell phone

by forlorn1 10/12/2012

written by forlorn1

The ONLY person who actually made me forget about eveerything that made depressed. The only person who could actually make me feel good. The only person who I enjoyed talking to. The only person who I looked forward to talking to, is now “taken away from me”. Our only way of communication was through texting. My mother, who I now despise deeply, decided to take my phone. I feel like I am at my breaking point. I feel like I won’t know how to deal with this on my own. Yes, it’s sad I relied on this person for my happiness, but that’s just how […]

10/12/2012 3 comments

life is an mmorpg

by tphg 8/27/2012

written by tphg

is it any wonder that so many opt out of grinding for gold and leveling up for the sake of leveling up?

I’m so bored of it, and it’s my own fault. Life can be great if you’re open to it, but I’m not. I’m so afraid of people, coming into contact with them. I get debilitating diarrhea when I’ve gotten too anxious thanks to my IBS. I want to smile and laugh and be merry, but 1) I’m afraid and 2) I think people in general are dull. I’m 26 so I can’t have met that many people, but I’m already burnt out from the […]

8/27/2012 9 comments

Punishments

by Kat 7/2/2012

written by Kat

I don’t know what it’s like to be grounded. I wish I did though. I hear my classmates complain to each other about how unfair their parents are for grounding them, not letting them have a cell phone, or just saying no to them. It seems so small. My parents dont say no. They don’t ground me, and they don’t take a tiny thing like an iPod away from me. They grab me, yell at my face until I’m a shaking mess, and then hit me all over. I remember one day going to class and being unable to concentrate from the pain my body […]

7/2/2012 5 comments

So I guess it isn’t all so bad…

by ValarMorghulis 2/13/2012

written by ValarMorghulis

So my last post here was this one

http://suicideproject.org/2011/11/tonights-the-night-i-guess/

Long story short, after writing that, I waited until midnight, walked out to the Golden Gate Bridge, looked over the railing, and got ready to jump.Â I waited until midnight because I didn’t want anyone to actually see me die, and I know that security around there tends to watch out for any potential jumpers. Anyways, so I’m standing there, trying to talk myself into finally ending it all, when some bicyclist on the other side of the bridge yells over “Hey! What the fuck are you doing?!”. Or something to that effect anyways.

I looked over at him, […]

2/13/2012 4 comments

Guys, i need your advice i dont know what to do.

by DeathNeeded666 2/12/2012

written by DeathNeeded666

there is one person, who i always consider my brother. sometimes more then my brother. today i went to meet him.
he said that on tuesday he will go and meet my ex girlfriend and try to get back us together.
now guys, i dont know whether i should listen to him or not. coz he is been telling me the same thing for last 4 months. and every passing day is making my life more and more worse.
and plus its valentine on tuesday, which will bring back many many painfull memories.
guys, please tell me what to do? should i listen to him?

2/12/2012 19 comments

I don’t know what to do :(

by Moonlight 2/9/2012

written by Moonlight

I was thinkin in a way to start telling you the way I feel everyday.But now, right now, I don’t feel good. And I have to explain that because if I don’t say anything it will be worst.

Three years ago, I knew a girl. She is a writer, I love how she write. One year ago, I talk to her for first time. I told her that I liked her. She doesn’t knew me, and I don’t knew her, but it was the truth. Months passed, and we keep talking. I got along with her. Over time, we know each other. I fell in love […]

2/9/2012 3 comments

Numerous Attempts

by imissjess12707 8/31/2009

written by imissjess12707

To start off, i’ve had a history of mental disorders and depression issues for countless years of my life, but never thought of committing suicide. My grandmother committed suicide before i was born, and i saw how it effected my mother, and my grandfather, and never ever wanted to do that to someone else. No matter how bad it got, i stuck in there.

On December 7, 2007, My best friend committed suicide. I wasn’t aware of any deep trauma or depression in her, so of course, it came as a total shock. I can still remember where i was, what i was doing, and […]

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8/31/2009 7 comments

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The Phone Call That Saved My Life

by gloomy357 7/2/2009

written by gloomy357

Dena does know about all the times I’ve cut myself, and all the times I’ve tried to kill myself. She’s drilled into my head that she loves me,and life is worth something. I hope all of you know you have something or someone to live for.

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7/2/2009 3 comments

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My Fathers Suicide in 2008

by kmk784 5/18/2009

written by kmk784

MY STORY

By Kelli Pedrick-Karlton

Written in 2009, a little over a year after my Dads suicideâ€¦

Late one January morning in 2008, I fell asleep on the sofa, something I rarely did and havenâ€™t done since.Â The kids were all over me and the house as I slept, but I managed to get a good nap in.Â I was awaken to my house phone ringing, then my cell phone ringing, again the house, again the cell.Â I thought it was my younger sister wanting me to cut my nephews hair.Â I […]

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5/18/2009 1 comment

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