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Certain Age

Planning to kill myself at a certain age

by Commodus 4/11/2013

written by Commodus

Hi! Now, let me start off by saying that I am not full of the same deep-seated depression as many of you are.

My family loves me, I was never molested, I haven’t even cut myself. But I still want to commit suicide.

Not now, not even tomorrow. But upon reaching a certain age, I have not decided upon the age yet – it may be 60 or 70 even. But I will do it.

I know what you’re thinking -Â Well, if he’s got a good life, why would he kill himself? That’s just plain selfish!

But the thing is, I’m Asexual. I won’t ever have a wife to […]

4/11/2013 3 comments

Saw more than a dozen pregnant women today; a bit of my self died with that abortion.

by whyohwhysky 3/21/2013

written by whyohwhysky

And the rest may soon too.

Some of you know my story already. Well, I/m getting older every day and as a 22 year old female in this society, youth and beauty are the only value that can be given to a man in a relationship. I spent (wasted) two years of my best years and now my value has declined. I know this sounds harsh, Â but men become more attractive as they age and women–well, in society’s view– become bitchy, controlling, bitter and sexually invisible after a certain age. Biologically, men are wired to be attracted to youth and thus, fecundity.

Anywho, I’ll save my ranting. […]

3/21/2013 6 comments

My Paradox

by DogBoy 8/2/2012

written by DogBoy

Why can’t I find a reason to live. Why is life so crappy for me. I just can’t seem to live a normal life. No matter how hard I try I just fail. No matter how hard I work I never seem to get anywhere but in debt not deeper in debt just in the state of debt not getting any traction either way, or so it seems. We live under an economic slavery model called capitalism.Â My spirit has been under siege for as long as I can remember. The world looks at people like some kind of commodity. I need to die I […]

8/2/2012 0 comment

Every day’s a good day

by Wolfenstein666 6/4/2012

written by Wolfenstein666

to die. So I’m pretty sure I’m done I am very serious but can’t become 100% certain. I can’t function around people, I have been deeply depressed for around 7 years, My motivation in life is to hurt those who hurt me nothing more and nothing less. I have no real goals or dreams in life, I have been on alot of medication, tried everything, have no reason to live and am almost sure I am incapable of love or happiness or even being content. I don’t want to live in any society and I wont do anything I don’t want to. I don’t want […]

6/4/2012 7 comments

Always “predicted” at a certain age…

by bluewater 1/1/2012

written by bluewater

For as long as I can remember, I always thought that I’d live a shorter life than most people. Â I’m not sure why. Â But, it’s generally been a thought that has sit with me for many years. Â I even had a particular age that would Â come to mind. Â Well, I’m that age this year.

So, I look at my life now and realize that I have several circumstances that are rather distressing. Â Certainly, many people would say that “life for you is not over” and that I have many options, many good qualities, things will work out, etc. Â True, people would also realize that I have […]

1/1/2012 4 comments