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Chills

It’s Just A Ride

by Mother of Flowers 5/8/2013

written by Mother of Flowers

I wanted to share an amazing quote from a incredible Comedian/Genius.

The World is like a ride in an amusement park, and when you choose to go on it you think it’s real, because that’s how powerful our minds are. And the ride goes up and down and round and round, and it has thrills and chills and is very brightly colored, and it’s very loud. And it’s fun, for a while.

Some people have been on the ride for a long time, and they’ve begun to question, ‘Is this real, or is this just a ride?’, and other people have remembered, and they’ve come back to […]

5/8/2013 2 comments

Death.

by fallenangel33 3/14/2013

written by fallenangel33

Death, a lot of people live their whole life in fear of it. But what’s the point? Its a guaranteed. I don’t understand why people fear death. It’s said that when you die you will know every answer to every question, it makes me excited. I don’t fear death. It’s really not something that frightens me or chills my skin. I accept it. And I’ve even tried to attempt it. I think more or less, that people aren’t scared of death directly, but the pain that might be felt before it happens. That doesn’t scare me either. I’m so numb inside it would be nice […]

3/14/2013 0 comment

Touching Darkness

by ZuicideZero 1/15/2013

written by ZuicideZero

I sit alone in my bedroom

I lie alone it what will one day be my tomb

I close my eyes and

Slowly extend my hand

I feel it now upon me

That luscious thing I cannot see

It is a rose petal on my fingertips

Spider silk upon my lips

Touching darkness, a dangerous thing

But it makes my heart sing

I an consumed by my dark lover

It is I she covers

She whispers to me words of deadliest desire

But there is no burning fire

Only blessed cool chills of night

I slip into the world of no light

Here I am King

Oh, touching darkness, the joy it brings

1/15/2013 1 comment

The craziest past year of my life. My moms addiction to drugs.

by ShaSha1992 8/23/2012

written by ShaSha1992

My name is Lyndsay & this is my experience in hell on earth.
I’m 20 years old, female, college student.
The craziest year of my life started August ofÂ 2011… Right around my birthday…. It seems like my birthday is a celebration of the worst times in my life. It’s like oh joy but not why you might think.
I was attending college and living at home with my mom and little brother. I had known that my mom had an addiction to pills all of my childhood. This has caused more problems than you can imagine (example seeing her go through withdraws and throwing […]

8/23/2012 0 comment

The Other Side of the Story

by scared4life 8/2/2012

written by scared4life

I found my neighbor hanging dead in his house last week, and my journey for answers brought me to this site and I feel the need to share.

Myself and other neighbors had expressed some concern that we had not seen our neighbor for several weeks. Those weeks turned to months. We didn’t know what to do, and just hoped he was away. We didn’t really know what to do, there were no signs of foul play on the outside of his home, so the police would do nothing.

A few weeks into the concerns, I told my neighbors I would check to see if his second […]

8/2/2012 3 comments

Vanilla twilight- owl city

by rawrimaturtle.. 7/14/2012

written by rawrimaturtle..

The stars lean down to kiss you,Â
And I lie awake and miss you.
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
‘Cause I’ll doze off safe and soundly,Â
But I’ll miss your arms around me.
I’d send a postcard to you dear,Â
‘Cause I wish you were here.

I’ll watch the night turn light blue.
But it’s not the same without you,Â
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,Â
The silence isn’t so bad,Â
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,Â
‘Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.
I’ll find repose in new ways,Â
Though I haven’t slept in […]

7/14/2012 3 comments

I Want

by musictomyears 5/29/2012

written by musictomyears

For the past year, the past fucking year, this guy and I have been trying to hang out to try to get back together. Our plans have never really work out but at least we keep trying. He’s always been an on and off douche though. He’ll say he wants to be together then the next week he never texts me. I don’t know why I keep trying to get back together with him though.

Today though, I learned he made out with a girl over memorial weekend. To make it even better, I already hate this girl cause she made my friend and her boyfriend […]

5/29/2012 0 comment

Chills

by Anonymous 3/24/2012

written by Anonymous

I feel dizzy and cold I feel lifeless almost I’ll my skin feels like ice every sound sounds like it’s miles away..it’s starting to slowly kick in curled upbin a closet and hope not to lose my sanity that’s left…or is already all gone? But I’m so exhausted..just for now …I’m sleeping see how I feel in the morning…

3/24/2012 3 comments

It’s like the universe has left me, Without a place to go, Without a hint of light, To watch the movement glow, When our song was slowly starting, Your memory felt so real, At first against my will, But God invented chills….

by Nat.... 2/20/2012

written by Nat....

I told my friend, lydia about my ‘troubles’ earlier this year… and she showed me this poem. I thought it was amazing, so naturally I wanted to share it…. she will probably have a strong dislike towards me considering she told meÂ I was the only one to read it….
“Hands shaking violently I open my soul.
I let my spirit pour out onto the carpet
And watch as it takes form.
It’s me, A little piece of me.

Every night I stand in front of the mirror
And see what I am.
What I hate.
What I have to change.
So I carve away to […]

2/20/2012 4 comments

I just want to get it down here

by frosty autumn 5/28/2009

written by frosty autumn

IÂ dont need someone to feel sorry for me, i just need someone to listen. From what i remember, its as if ive felt depressed every single day since i was a young teenaged boy. Its becomeÂ my consistentÂ personality that i dont know what its like to be confident, self driven or what it feels likeÂ to make someone else happy anymore.Â i used to just deal with my depressionÂ just like it was a part of me, but it was only last year that i startedÂ experiencing depression that made me anxious and taht i couldnt control.Â My mental state was very severe, and i had a strong compulsion to dash […]

5/28/2009 2 comments

Slow death

by MaybeGodStillLikesMe 4/25/2009

written by MaybeGodStillLikesMe

Took about 20 iron pills around 11:00pm yesterday from all the crap my parents put me through. I thought I would die in my sleep.Â Until I found out today I will die a slow death when I woke up today and researched it . I’m transitioning from stage one to 2 soon. It would take me about 3 days to die give or take if I’m not in a coma. Well it could take a week that I could die from an overdose. I told my momÂ after I woke up.Â She made me puke up everything several times after drinking loads of water. Though that […]

4/25/2009 4 comments