Close Observation

In early 2009 I started dealing with severe recurrent depression, even though I was undiagnosed at the time.  I’m sure many of you know what that feels like.  I felt like my life had no point, none of my classes were interesting, I didn’t want to hang out with my friends, and I just hated everything and everyone, especially myself.  All of these emotions just kept building up until I couldn’t deal with it anymore.  In September of that year I tried to overdose on sleeping pills.  I calculated what the lethal dose for someone my size would be, and took that plus a few […]