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I want to write and don’t know what to say…

by bbbaron 1/26/2013

written by bbbaron

I like contributing to this site. I don’t think I help anyone. I feel like I only share. I relate. I feel normal here.

That being said, I am tired of being so sad. I don’t think I can be any other way. Not for the long haul. The thought of being like “this” another 30 some odd years makes me feel nauseous. The thought of doing that alone or around people I despise… I just shudder to think about being stuck in that way.

Over the years I have heard so many mantras, tips, and tricks that make my head spin. They don’t work for me. […]

1/26/2013 4 comments

Arabian Nights

by Bubblebeam 3/30/2012

written by Bubblebeam

Who do I tell? Everyone has their own fallouts, their own personal tragedies to battle with. Even the ones that don’t have cracks in their windshields have no mileage on their speedometer; they haven’t the time to slow down and pick up a hitchhiker. It’s understandable. I can’t truly decide whether I could stand to let myself be carried along anyway, becoming the problem in someone else’s existence. The bump in the road that needs to be filled in, poured up with concrete until it is as smooth and solid as they go. It never seems like it is out of choice, and when it […]

3/30/2012 0 comment