Life is too precious too consider throwing away. theres so many beautiful people in this world and mysteries and suprises you’d never expect and to cut your life short is throwing away any chance of having that. My mom always said it’s funny how things work, and she’s right. Having god come in my life in 10th grade couldn’t have been just a coincidence. i didn’t know the hardships and battles i would face later in life. God guided me all the way through there though, it was a miracle. i’ve made alot of mistakes along the way and my drug and alchohol abuse, while […]
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I swear, Trevor is either bipolar, a liar, or just weird. He goes and says that I’m ugly one day, but then he acts like he likes me the next. Today, he was talking about me to my friend Bailey. This is what they said : Trevor: Hey, do you know that girl named Courtney? Bailey: Yeah. Trevor: She smells better than she usually does.. Â So, yeah. Weird. I don’t know whether to take offense to it or not because it’s so weird. Seriously. I mean, he may be saying that I used to stink. Then again, he might be trying to compliment me, […]
Sunday night I had told myself that drowning was going to be the easiest and less stressful way to go. I live a couple of blocks from a lake and I had considered going to the dock with a 50 pound weight and just jump in. Well, I went boating today at that same lake and my friend pointed to the dock and said she had a dream where I had jumped in and didn’t come back up. When she went under to see, she said she saw something holding me down and that I eventually drowned. That’s when she woke up crying…anyways. She had […]
My professor once told me that feeling unwanted is the worst thing a human being can experience. I don’t know if he knew that I felt like this everyday of my life and wanted to say that he understands or if it was a mere coincidence.
No one really wants me. They see the Mickey Mouse costume, but not the person inside it.
They only want the character, not the actor.