the only thing i fear is not death or dying, but knowing that after
you die there won’t be anything but complete darkness.
whenever i am alone in my room thinking about things,
i always felt that death is coming. I always ask myself why I still
exist in this world. Living without any reason seems painful to me. Every second that passes seems like a wasted time.
Having no purpose at all makes me feel like a worthless person. Sometimes I wonder if I really do have a freedom.
Freedom to choose what I want to be, freedom to do whatever
I wanted to […]
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Cold Place
She finally zoned out.  Couldn’t see anything but stars.
A blank, dark and cold place. Â All she wanted was a little space.
She couldn’t breath,couldn’t blink. Just wanted time to think.
Wishing she could turn the clock around and find out what brought her to the brink of destruction.
She saw his gun in his back pocket and wanted to grab it, while her friend in her head told her she can’t have it.
She left the room. Â And ran up the stairs, but the voices followed her,as she felt her tears.
Tonight I will die.