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Concept Of Time

by MissingMarceline 8/28/2013

written by MissingMarceline

I think what hurts the most is that I don’t feel anything anymore. I can’t cry, I can’t scream in anger. I just feel so numb.
I cut deeper and deeper each time but I still don’t feel anything, the sting of the blade is a blessing.
I drink too much, to try to forget, or remember I can’t even tell the difference anymore. There is no concept of time, just a blur of blood and wine.

Sometimes I wish they could see what was happening to me.
It’s like drowning, but I can see everyone else breathing fine.

8/28/2013 1 comment

Just something I wrote.

by BlueOrchid 4/11/2013

written by BlueOrchid

I roll to my other side to be greeted by an empty bed once more. The imprint of your body still engrave in the mattress. The smell of your cologne and stale cigarette smoke, from long sleepless nights, still lingers in the air. A bottle of cheap liqueur solitarily stands on that old mahogany dresser. Clothes strewn across the room from lust filled endeavours, fueled by the cheap elixir of love. The shattered remains of our love lays in pieces on the floor, alongside the broken china. I lay here an wonder what it was all for?

I somehow manage to drag myself from our un-matriomonial […]

4/11/2013 2 comments

continuation of things i dislike sorry im going crazy i need to get this out

by idunno 10/1/2012

written by idunno

im panicking just let me get this out

(i dont mean for anyone to take these things too personally, i just need to share..)

i might come across really negative, dont let it effect you… im really a good person)

please feel free to give me some suggestions to add to the list, i’d really appreciate any feedback

i hate the doctors office

i hate cards (birthday, greetings….theyre so corny

the dentist

the phrase “how are you” and the conforming answer”well, thanks, yourself?”

hate how there’s little options as to what you get in life.

perfume

i hate how i have to lie to myself by thinking positively

i hate how i wanna runaway but i […]

10/1/2012 0 comment