Just wondering how affective this is. Obviously fatality is the key here. Apparently when used with alcohol, effects are heightened. Never taken this before but can probably obtain it. Thinking of taking a concoction of a medley of sleeping tablets, alcohol, painkillers and this stuff. Bam.
Not everyday do the thoughts pass where i want to end it all .
But more than not do they come. I think everyone would go on with their lives if i were to just do it. Drink some concoction that never brings me back or just jump from my window, sure to snap my neck on the pavement. Ha ! So many ways to die and i am such a coward to not just do it.
I’ve only read a few days of posts, & I’m kinda hesitant to add mine, but here goes…I can remember when I was happy last-up until the day my mom pushed me away when I was giving her a hug, saying my sister was wondering if I was a lesbian. I might have been 8. After that I dreamed of being away-camping somewhere & I would lay in the backyard going thru catalogs for the gear I’d need. I always used to have so much love I couldn’t contain it. Within a couple yrs I climbed to the patio porch & threatened to jump. I […]
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