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Confused… Admired

by repeatt 12/22/2015

written by repeatt

First of all, i want to make sure that you know, i would never take my own life.

I just currently finished yet another book about a girl taking her own life… Why, and how… Always a mystery.
Im not suicidal. I have never been. But for a long time i have been in love with the idea of the picture of taking my own life.

Always about how i would do it. How people would react. Would anyone regret things they did to me og what they never told me.
Who would find me, would anyone find.

I had the same crush about eating disorders.

I feel sick […]

12/22/2015 0 comment

Confused

by lostsoulblanklife 11/20/2015

written by lostsoulblanklife

Do you ever just sit down, zone out, and think about how weird life is? I mean, we are all living off of our brain. Our brain controls what we do, how we behave. Our bones, muscles, skin.. Those are just the extras.

I’ve met someone. He isn’t the most loved guy in our grade. He told me he was scared. People are starting to hurt him PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY. He is so afraid of everyone. I’ve realized that so many people are so damn negative and I don’t understand anymore! It’s fucking 2015! How much longer do we have to struggle through this?

11/20/2015 1 comment

Confused

by jripers 9/18/2015

written by jripers

i sense my girlfriend and I splitting up. I’m going to be proactive and make a counselling appointment before things get real tough.

9/18/2015 5 comments

I Can’t Get The Words Out

by NotQuiteSure 6/3/2015

written by NotQuiteSure

I tried to tell this teacher. I’m trying to get across that its not exams that are the problem. Its not me feeling ‘low’. I just don’t want to be here, not at school, I mean on Earth. How can she understand this? How do I tell her that although I like talking about how I’m feeling when I get home I feel guilty and selfish? As soon as I get home I feel pitied and angry at her and myself. What’s Happening?

You know all hope is lost when that one person you talked to doesn’t help any more. Doesn’t get it any more.

Please stop […]

6/3/2015 1 comment

Confused

by fuckup1999 6/2/2015

written by fuckup1999

hi I just made this account. My name is julia I love in a small nobody town with good friends asshole parents and school sucks. I’m 15 I’ve been diagnosed with clinical depression and anxiety. I take Zoloft everyday so I can function without freaking out. I self harm I was just 144 days clean but broke it today. I’ve been good for the most part but only because I’ve been pushing all my feelings and responsibilities away. I have d’s and c’s in every class except for gym and the only reaywhy I’m doing well in gym is because my teacher is a creep […]

6/2/2015 2 comments

Confused and in Need of Advice

by JustReallySad 5/24/2015

written by JustReallySad

So anyway, the last year or so has really sucked. My wife made up lies to the police to get me arrested and got a protection order against me to get me removed from my house. Never spoke with her for the next year, except through our lawyers since she served me with divorce papers. Now that the protection order is expired she has been talking to me sweet as can be when I go over there to pick up our son. Of course the divorce is still going forward, it should be final any day now. She’s supposedly a Christian now and she says […]

5/24/2015 19 comments

I’m …

by _SuicidalSilence 5/19/2015

written by _SuicidalSilence

… too Scared of life, to carry on,

… too Useless for everyone, they all want me gone,

…too Impossible to love, too impossible to care,

… too Confused in this broken land, for me there’s no one there,

… too Invisible for everyone, they think I’m bore,

… too Damaged at heart which they tore,

… too Emotional, I can’t live anymore…

5/19/2015 1 comment

Will life ever take a turn for good?

by runner88 5/15/2015

written by runner88

I am 26 yr old male from india. Lost my parents in 2010 due to illness. I have been living alone in my parents house ever since. I was their only child.

Now its 2015 and i am still here in the same house, in the same city. I have completed my graduation(B. Com) in 2008 and got distinction in Cost accounting. But i was not interested in job as i wanted to do MBA. Initially my father agreed to put me through b-school and i gave entrance exams in 2008 and 2009.

In 2009 i got selected in few good b-schools of india but then my […]

5/15/2015 5 comments

I don’t get it

by httpluvv 4/28/2015

written by httpluvv

Can someone help me understand how the very guys that hit me and hurt me are also the ones that give me hickie a and all that stuff? I used to be sexually molested a lot. The guys would go from hurting me in every single way to rubbing my thighs and kissing my neck. How is that possible? I’m not even that pretty to be honest. I should post a picture but it might torture you guys…

4/28/2015 2 comments

Confused

by Adra 4/26/2015

written by Adra

I’ve been suffering from the disease of depression for a while- my brother had it, my mom had it, and now I have it. More than once have I contemplated my suicide- I’m worthless, unattractive, stupid, mean, unloved, and pathetic. However, I have tried and tried and tried to look for ways to do it and I always come up without an answer. Clearly for me, the best way to go is consumption of pills- there are plenty of those in my house. However, I have heard of liver failures and such, and I’m so afraid that dying will be painful. I don’t want to […]

4/26/2015 2 comments

Confused

by brontasaurus 4/24/2015

written by brontasaurus

I was offered a new job today that was by all means a great opportunity. I felt so hollow accepting cause it meant I’d be alone there, when I’m alone every other way.

My on/off partner is interstate, I moved away from him after he kicked me out. It’s been 2 years he has promised me he would move here with me, but always seems 6 months more away. I left my family and friends due to this and yet when I visit them I don’t feel anything.

The bulk of my day when I don’t work I fantasise about my own death. I even walk alone […]

4/24/2015 1 comment

Alone, Confused, Stuck

by Tikka 3/27/2015

written by Tikka

I have had a whirlwind of a week, and to be fair i still dont quite know what is going on. I have tried to kill myself twice in the matter of three days, taken to hospital, released the next day, then the next i tried again, again unsuccessful but the psychiatrists at the hospital deemed me to “just be having a bad week”, bad is nothing and such a understatement.

My partner broke up with me and thats when my first suicide attempt occured, the next day. He went in the ambulance with me and stayed by my bed all night, when i was discharged […]

3/27/2015 0 comment

Confused

by broken-inside-out 3/21/2015

written by broken-inside-out

I think I might be gay, but than I think no I am not. I like guys. I really do, my friends would say I am obsessed, but in the back on my mind when I talk to her everything is more clear. I get nervous and every chance I get I talk to her. I’ve been thinking about my feelings for a long time, but maybe its just because I haven’t had a boyfriend in a really long time. I don’t really know what to think or do about this. My mom has asked me if I was a lesbian in the past and […]

3/21/2015 0 comment

Dazed and Confused

by DEEEEEEEE 3/7/2015

written by DEEEEEEEE

All my life people always tell me that I am so strong. But I’m not. I’m not strong at all. I’ve just been through a lot of things and I’m still here. Just because I’m a survivor doesn’t mean I’m strong. People always tell me that I can handle anything, that I’m “superhuman.” It’s stupid…No one is superhuman. Just because I’ve gone through things and keep on going doesn’t mean I’m strong. It means I don’t look back. I just keep moving forward, but sometimes I question why. Why should I move forward? For what purpose?

Most would say I have a good life. I have […]

3/7/2015 2 comments

Hii.. ?

by sadchild 2/13/2015

written by sadchild

well this is my first post here and I can say I’m a little shy … Let me tell you a little about my day and perhaps very soon on my life. Today was an ordinary day, I went to school, I met my only friend and as always people looked at me ugly, as if it not was for me to be there.. The day passed without anything extraordinary (addition to people ignoring me, as I said anything different) I went home and then that feeling of loneliness revived (in fact it is ALWAYS there) and then started to cry as she thought in […]

2/13/2015 3 comments

Confused

by ojorangejuice333 1/25/2015

written by ojorangejuice333

i’m fairly lost, and i have nowhere left to turn,

I’m not sure what i want anymore.. i had my goals i had everything set up and ready for me, then my walls were crushed by all the pressure bulldozing me down and i cannot take it anymore.

I think about suicide a lot, but i know i could probably never go through with the act, just because i feel like i cannot leave people behind, my sister suffers from depression and my mum does too, and there in a different country to me, but if i do kill myself they would be so broken and then […]

1/25/2015 1 comment

Confused

by minxj 12/29/2014

written by minxj

I’m so confused…like during the day I’m fine and all but when I get home I just get these voices in my head telling me that I’m worthless and ugly and so many more names. I try to let out my pain by cutting but it doesn’t work anymore…I don’t feel it…I’m numb. I’m scared to tell my friends that I harm myself because they make jokes about people killing themselves and hurting themselves…I can’t lose them because they are all I have…I’m dying on the inside…I’m trapped…if I lose them then it’ll drive me off the edge…I’m scared to ask for help…I’m scared of […]

12/29/2014 1 comment

Confused

by woahshar 12/11/2014

written by woahshar

hey guys. My mom and I haven’t been talking for a week now because I did something stupid. I lit a paper using a lighter because I liked the smell of the burning paper. I did it while sitting in the toilet. My mom smelled the smoke and she started yelling at me. She said things like “it’s bad for your heart and your brain.” “That’s probably why you’re so stupid.” And then the next morning, she told my dad and then my dad scolded me and said that I was stupid and that I’m an addict. And also that my brain is probably damaged […]

12/11/2014 9 comments

its been a while

by E 11/30/2014

written by E

i was gonna do it weeks ago. but something, someone stopped me, canceled out the pain, but now, they’re all i can think about and if im not thinking about them im struck down by stomachaches to the point of nausea, of crying. i know i will never see them again. they dont even know my name. i want to do it, but im just so confused rn idk like i just dont know

11/30/2014 1 comment

Lost, Confused, Wondering If My Life Is Worth Living

by MTE 10/15/2014

written by MTE

Hello everyone, I am a married father of two with a great job in which everyone treats me with the utmost respect.

But yet, every day I wake up miserable and I want out of this life I live.

At work, I get praise and adulation from my staff and superiors, even to the point where I may be looking at a promotion in the future as a branch manager for the company I work for.

At home, is where my life is a constant Hell…it seems like I can never do anything right for my family, and I screw up on a regular basis, bringing disappointment to […]

10/15/2014 0 comment

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