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The enigma we call life

by robban
written by robban

It hurts the way you ignore me
You put me on the edge hoping i drift away from you
Im always with you,
My only regret in life was sharing something beautiful with you.
You betrayed me let me fall and rust and disintegrate.
Now im dead, not in body but soul
I will hunt your conscience for the things you did, and for the things
you didnt.

Do you know how it feels to disintegrate over several years of pain and suffering?
Now im empty, filled only with the pain of old and new. My destiny seems to be
pain.crying.anxiety.hate.regret.suicide. Today,tomorrow,forever.
The pain fill my […]

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Does that make sense?

by ImNothing_
written by ImNothing_

Why do I feel like life is just a set-up?

Life is just a distraction for the upcoming death…

I am living my life, trying to become someone in this cruel judgmental world and all I get in return is a funeral.

I am so afraid to die, but I’m beginning to be afraid to live as well… knowing that each day I wake up, is a day closer to my extinction.

Breathing, fighting, trying?

All just to end up inside the earth;

with no conscience, no mind, nothing

Does that make sense?

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is it really selfish to care??

by Soprano
written by Soprano

My best friend… well to put it quite bluntly they are in the worst place – they are on the edge of the cliff and are about to fall off very soon.

They keep telling me that there is no hope for them, that I should stop trying to help them when there is no possible solution – but that’s just not in my nature. I wouldn’t leave a stranger alone let alone someone who I think of as nothing less than a brother. When you love somebody you cant just walk away, no matter how much they push…
Yesterday he told me that he just […]

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Just some thoughts as the end draws near

by drummer
written by drummer

When you listen to the old philosophers they all agree that the human mind is a thing of beauty and interest. For some people on the earth that still rings true, but for people like me and im guessing people like you this is bullshit. The human mind is terrifying. Yeah sure it can let some people work out a complex maths equation but show it a hint of weakness and it will exploit it and tear you to shreds, leaving you sitting in pitch blackness in the corner of a room dripping blood onto the floor.
That is what happens to me.

“Suicide is not […]

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by cantcarryon
written by cantcarryon

I can’t do it anymore.

I don’t see a future for myself like I used to, it never used to be like this. Everything in the last few months has completely destroyed me, I tried to end it and failed. People only want to know if it clears their conscience.

All my life, I’ve had people walk all over me. I’ve been bullied at every school I’ve been to, I’m constantly reminded about how worthless and useless I am by my family, and now I have no one at all to fall back on. I’m sick of this feeling, like I’m just here, existing because people feel […]

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by radiokills
written by radiokills

I am in a limbo of life and death. I can take the day one step at a time and find joy in things around me, but I am not living. I sometimes get dizzy because I can imagine the world around me, living on as if I never occurred, and I try to take in as much as possible, knowing I won’t last much longer. In august I had an abortion, and the healing process has been very, very slow and full of challenges. I have only told three people, one of them who doesn’t talk to me anymore, one who won’t talk to […]

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Note To My Classmates

by help wanted
written by help wanted

 

Who am i?
All of you are thinking it.
“Who is that kid?
The one that killed himself,
I think I’ve seen him before,
But I’m not sure.”
Let me put your minds at ease.
You have all seen me.
Ive always been here.

I’m the kid in the back seat of the class.
I’m the kid that you see eating lunch alone in the hall.
I’m the kid you whisper about as you walk by.
The kid that teachers never punish.
Because they’re scared of me too.
I’ve always been there,

Watching, silently.
Its funny that after only one year,
I’ve already developed my final opinions of you.
There are those of you out there that can rest easy.
My death is not […]

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TRAPPED

by lordsaveme
written by lordsaveme

Lost inside idk where to go

trapped with anger, lost of all hope

no finger pointing, only I who is to blame

Im shackled and caged filled FULL of rage

If I wrap this sheet around my neck

I can put water to the blaze

Satan got ahold of me, BOY is he vicious

gave up on myself, dont even care about christmas

miracles dont happen, so I accept my fate

trapped in my own mind there is no escape

razors and knives pierce thru my heart

misery filled conscience, stand alone in the dark

nowhere to run, nowhere to hide

failure hurts, I just want to die

written in summer of 2011, but just bought my charcoal grill […]

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Never, Never, Never, Give Up

by jaredakers
written by jaredakers

On March 12, 2006, I faced a difficult decision; whether or not to commit suicide.

For some reason, when I hear others share this about themselves, I sometimes think they’re just seeking attention. I know it’s crazy, especially since I’ve been there myself.

For me, the process was a slow fade. After years of struggling with alcoholism, a failed marriage, lost job, flunking out of college, and just a severe dislike with life in general; I had reached my bottom. I had resigned to the idea, many years earlier, that life was just something to endure, and that I would never know how to be […]

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Maybe the last letter i ever write.

by Fritzlang
written by Fritzlang

Dear whomever this may concern, or those who may care,

You are probably wondering right now what you may have done to prevent this or if you even could. The answer is maybe, thought probably not, this decision in the end will be all mine and not yours, so no, it was probably going to happen eventually. I know that you are probably asking yourself why? Well, that is a very easy question to answer. It is because no matter how much people love you and try their best to give you solace, it is not enough to satisfy someone if they feel utterly alone in […]

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I just had a thought!

by Unique
written by Unique

Nothing can be created or destroyed, Just transformed from one form of energy into another, the very law that governs life as we know it.

So if nothing is ever destroyed, does that mean our soul/ our conscience is recycled, Because according to the smartest men who have ever lived nothing can be destroyed. So Can we truly die, or do we just join the dirt from whence we came. Is the universe one big living thing.

Cool huh!

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I know others have had it worse, but…

by help_me_somebody
written by help_me_somebody

I saw people posting their suicide stories, so I decided to post mine. I’m an only child, come from a broken family, and started a relationship at only 11 years old with my cousin. I haven’t cut yet because it would be too obvious – my skin doesn’t heal for years. My dad was never around during my life (I’m thirteen now), and when he was he would abuse me and my mom. I would try to fight him or tell my mom to report him, but I think she hopes that he will change. When I try to fight him, he points a gun […]

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My Dream

by AlmostAWhisper
written by AlmostAWhisper

In my dreams, I always dreamt I cut myself so deep that I’d lay there dying in an ocean of my own blood. For so many nights, I dreamed I bled more than normal, I dreamt I lay there as the life blood flows from my body. It always has the same end. Everyone I loved runs in my room in blinding fury. They look at me with deadly smiles and wicked eyes. Charging towards my barely conscience body, they reach into my skin and rip out my veins. And I scream…I scream so loud over their animalistic laughter. I’m drowning in my own blood, but […]

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Everything is falling apart.

by lixie
written by lixie

I’ve been suicidal for a while now, after my boyfriend cheated on me 4 times. I really don’t wanna explain, talking about it hurts me so bad. Although I’ve always wanted to write about my feelings for other to see, I was to scared that anyone I know would see it, and figure out it was me.

Well, from when I was 14, I started hurting myself. Cutting my arms and burning with cigarettes. At first, I admit it was for the attention, maybe a cry for help that someone would see me. But after a while I stopped that.. Showing it around. And now it’s […]

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broken

by NowInTheEnd
written by NowInTheEnd

Im putting this somewhere in cyberspace since no one in my life would bother to read it if I left it here and I want someone somewhere to know my story.

Ive been alone for so long now that I can barely remember what its like to have an actual conversation and the crushing solitude has crossed the threshold of the unbearable and any hope of rekindling any kind of social connection has long since faded so its time to hang it up (not literally though im way too much of a ***** to do it that way).  […]

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