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Constant Struggle

Constant Struggle to stay Alive

by Ylem 1/11/2016

written by Ylem

Free is far from being free. Free is far from being Happy. For I am merely a prisoner of my own mind. It tortures me. Day in… Day out…

Each day I wake up feeling like… Well… Like shit. I feel like shit. Every damn day of my miserable life. Every day is a fucking struggle. A constant battle to keep myself alive. To not let the constant desire to die win. To fight to see yet another day.

I am losing… Terribly.

I have reached the end. I have reached my limit. I am so done. I am so done with the constant feelings of being stuck […]

1/11/2016 2 comments

Getting to the Top

by Her_withCuts 12/30/2012

written by Her_withCuts

Everyday it’s a constant struggle on trying not to cut. Not only thy but seeing all the many scar that completely cove my thigh Â I’m trying my best to try and have god back in my life I fell like I need him mor than my razor . I really have tried I tell my friends but they Â dont care at all. It sucks not hacing a true friend Â thy will respond but I’m just trying my best

12/30/2012 0 comment

Divinity must exist..

by CBurton 9/11/2012

written by CBurton

I’ve battled with depression over several years; I’ve tried different meds to help out, but with varying success. They can keep me up to a certain level, but once life hits, there’s no staying afloat.
There’s been so much turmoil in my life; business going bust, marriage on the verge of breaking, custody and visitation battles, verbal fights with stepkids, friends leaving me, money running out, vehicles break beyond repair or being stolen, workplace f**ked up..
I’m at the point where I just don’t see what my purpose of being here is – people and situations just constantly push back or throw spanners in the […]

9/11/2012 4 comments

Life has no meaning… no survival.

by alautox 3/23/2012

written by alautox

We are born, are educated, get a job, find a partner, have a family, make enough money to stave off discomfort, live the constant struggle of existence, get old, weak and sad, and then die.

Man killing man, people starving while others watch, rape, death: It all seems so illogical, so pointless. Life must be the complete stupidity of existence itself. Therefore we need to create artificial meaning to prop up our petty lives. We depend on religion, which answers our questions by referring to another world that doesn’t exist but provides a so called reason for living. Some people survive through apathy and conformity, following […]

3/23/2012 6 comments

I don’t no want to do?

by shockwave 2/27/2012

written by shockwave

Hi guys
ill try and make this short.i have being feeling like committing suicide for the last 2 years. i badly want too but i guess i’m scared of hurting my family, i don’t want to hurt them i’m not saying i’ve got great relationship with my family but i do obviously care deeply about them.. I’m very sad and i must suffer from depression,, i don’t cut myself or anything. I feel so sad everyday i get up is terrible everything is a constant struggle… I do feel for so many people that have posted on this site.. I have a […]

2/27/2012 1 comment

Something lacking

by luvlee.lauren 2/20/2012

written by luvlee.lauren

When I sit and think about my life, there is only a few good memories and few times when I can remember being genuinely happy. I feel that I am just going throughÂ repetitiveÂ motions everyday. I am taking 5 classes and working 36 hours a week. I have a good job and make good money. I am always so busy trying to keep up with school and work but I rather it be that way than to have time for my mind to travel.

From other people’s perspective, I have it all. But it is a very different story from my point of view. I honestly don’t […]

2/20/2012 4 comments