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Wish me good luck!

by hazelleyes 1/29/2013

written by hazelleyes

So, here it goes: I’m a failure. I didn’t pass one freaking exam this semester.

Consequence: I get my money cut off. So now I won’t have money for cigarettes, coffee, an occasional night out – pretty much all the little things that were keeping me alive.

I can’t kill myself yet. My mom is not strong enough to be able to take it yet. So that will have to wait for a little bit – no matter how much I wish I could do it now.

Solution: Get a Job. So I’m leaving in a little bit to try and go get job at the casino – […]

1/29/2013 4 comments

Confused.

by confused3077 6/27/2012

written by confused3077

I just joined today and this is my third post already. I can’t believe how supportive people are on here. I’m really glad I found this. I glad I found people who feel like me.

Sometimes I wonder if I just want to leave because I’m not strong enough to handle the stress that is life, but I’m not stressed. I feel like I barely have feeling anymore, I’m just just here as a statue, as nothing. What is my life anymore? I work 3 jobs, all I ever do is work and drink. I’m not an alcoholic but I might as well be with […]

6/27/2012 2 comments

Self-defeatism.

by lul 3/19/2012

written by lul

Why bother attempting something when all it will lead to isÂ embarrassmentÂ and worsening of the situation? When somethings fucked, you can never fix it back to 100%, so why do you try? It will never be as good as you could possibly make it.

The social problems started in middle school. Being a quiet nerd has downfalls. What’s worse was trying to break out and improve myself, only to lose the one thing I had going, which was intelligence. Giving up good marks to have a couple friends and still be bullied.

The bullying ended in 9th grade. I suppose everyone was just tooÂ weirdedÂ out by me to even […]

3/19/2012 0 comment