I spend so much time daydreaming it’s like I live another life inside my head. I have daydreamed for as long as I can remember, all through primary school and I’m now in High school (15 years old). It has never bothered me that much in the past, I mean it would keep me from missing a lot in class but I never thought it was really that bad – until now. Now I just feel like I have another life inside my head, at first it didn’t cross my mind but now it’s stuffing up my head. I want it all to stop, I can’t live like this. Not all the things I think about are bad, some are me just having friends that are there for me, freedom; which I would love to have in real life but its starting to become to much. Other thoughts are torture (Me getting tortured and me torturing other people), murder or suicide also etc.
I have depression along with this but depression feels different, They may well be related but this is a whole other problem and I feel so sick and stuffed up in the head because or it.