I’ve been thinking a lot this last year. About life and death in a deeper way.
I wrote a poem a few months ago inspired by Aurora’s love for moths.
(Aurora is an amazing singer! Listen to her song “Awakening” if you want)
Moth
Lifespan so short.
Wings so big, so beautiful…
Why do you fly?
Hey moth, why do you keep rushing to the light?
Why don’t you just, rest for tonight?
Next day I found you still; frozen.
I wonder did you die in the dark..?
Or did you fall asleep in the light..?
There is just no reason for me to be feeling this way. I am that bubbly blonde that everyone loves having around. I am a varsity cheerleader, starting varisty soccer player and I got the lead role in my school play. I have a boyfriend, and amazing best friends. I have never been abused or raped or anything, yet I am miserable. There is not a day that the idea of taking my own life out of the world doesn’t cross my mind. Maybe I would be missed for a few days, but then everyone would forget and focus on replacing me. The cheer squad […]
The truth is once you get depressed, suicidal its.hard to turn to normal. People use the word normal like they know the definition, apparently idont fit that group. Truth is people are going to hurt you but got to have strength, for me ihave no strength, no mind and no hope. To everybody society actualy hates us and makes us feel bad about our self and tries to make each individual seem crazy, most take it well but for others like me well you get the picture… :/ Icould try to change but the truth is im staying the same !
Thinking about my perfect heaven…
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