I’m new-ish. This is my first post so I don’t really know how to go about this, or what to say. I honestly don’t know if I even belong here, half the time I think I make up everything in my head. The other half I think I might have bipolar depression? I went so far as to tell this to my mom, who told me that I was silly, and I’m fine and seem happier now that I’ve left my old school..
One thing I’ve been wondering about is if anyone else will sometimes be okay, then go from that to unexplainably angry, and […]
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Depression Issues
My dad is getting married soon. He wants me to call his fiancée my mother. I can’t do that! It wouldn’t feel right, and she’s not. I like her, don’t get me wrong. Her psychotic Husband who she ran away from because of abuse is making up shit stories to make her feel guilty and get under her skin. She needs to press charges and get custody papers over the kids before he can but she’s not doing anything. I’m stuck in the middle too, in everyone’s way. No one knows what to do with me. My grandparents don’t want me home alone even with […]
To start off, i’ve had a history of mental disorders and depression issues for countless years of my life, but never thought of committing suicide. My grandmother committed suicide before i was born, and i saw how it effected my mother, and my grandfather, and never ever wanted to do that to someone else. No matter how bad it got, i stuck in there.
On December 7, 2007, My best friend committed suicide. I wasn’t aware of any deep trauma or depression in her, so of course, it came as a total shock. I can still remember where i was, what i was doing, and […]