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Depressive State

by Valdese1324 9/16/2014

written by Valdese1324

I have never really written anything for anyone else to read before… to tell you the truth… I am not sure if this is a good idea. But I am going to try.

I was diagnosed with severe depression when I was 15. By the age of 20, I was on and off 12 different anti-psychotics, anti depressants, and anxiety medication. I was hospitalized seven times for suicide attempts.

They then told me I have what is called Borderline Personality Disorder. With Major depression. I am now 23.

I just… I hate myself so much. I became impulsive, after my boyfriend of six years and I broke up, […]

9/16/2014 2 comments

Falling out of love?

by ablackrose 6/5/2013

written by ablackrose

I am scared. Â My boyfriend is suffering on account of my everyday depressive state. Â I love him but I am afraid that one day it will be too much for him to handle. Â He says he won’t leave me, but it’s easier said than done. Â He is the best thing that’s ever happened to me , but right now I just feel blank, I can’t express my love.

6/5/2013 1 comment

It never really ends…

by The_Voice_Inside 4/9/2013

written by The_Voice_Inside

After typing up a ridiculously long post yesterday, I felt better. I actually did, the writing seemed to flow out from my very soul and the pain diminished. However, that only lasted for a few hours.

And then the urges came again, you know the ones. The one that tells you to end it, not for yourself but for those around you. You are not worthy of their love, all you’re doing is dragging them down with you. They don’t deserve this. The last one, I’ll admit. They do not deserve this. And that’s why they don’t know the full extent of my depressive state.

Instead of […]

4/9/2013 2 comments