I’ve stopped taking my meds in hopes of bringing back all the shittiness and to maybe store meds for if I ever decide to kill myself and I tell myself that it’s better than feeling numb but I honestly just hate myself and I feel so uncomfortable unless my chest is bound and I don’t know why. but I just wanna fucking die. I’m so tired and I hate myself and I can’t find the energy to do anything and I can’t reach out to anyone and my mom won’t stop preaching about god and I’m all alone and fuck. I really just wanna die. […]
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A new development has arisen, not only do I feel like the world has abandoned me but it seems my few friends I have left have too. None have spoken to me since I was kicked out of school, the sister I spoke of previously was recently kicked out because she didn’t want to do the work involved for year 12. The school however gave her more help then they ever offered me, I was shoved to the side and told to leave however they gave her 2 months to catch up, they gave her a tutor and said she only had to do 2 […]
I’m in pain, pain of love and pain of everything, i want to die as soon as possible, my life is like so fuckin hell, i don’t know why is my family treating me so bad like that, i feel like I’m a devil or someone that should be killed, i think everyone hate me so much, please someone tell me anything, how to die, everyday i’m crying, everynight, i’m so tired right now, and i want to die to have the best rest without anyone… Please someone help me, i’m in hell. I fucking wish if i have a great life, maybe to be […]