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Nobody Would Care

by sleeplessinSTL 6/29/2013

written by sleeplessinSTL

I feel that every time I say that, someone always says “Yes, someone cares, you just can’t tell” or something like that.

But it’s true, no one would care. I’ve been sent to numerousÂ foster homes. It’s like a return at a store. You get a confident girl who is smart and good at soccer, and you return a beat and battered girl who just didn’t fit your family.

Yeah, it’s like I’m someone’s property.

Then I have my friends. Two are dead, one is dying. I’m justÂ great at choosing friends. The rest hate me. After the first time I tried to kill myself, the were very comforting and […]

6/29/2013 1 comment

caged

by izzybel 5/22/2013

written by izzybel

there are more than 100 ways to let go. but the only thing keeping you where you are is your own cage. your mind constricts you to where you are. there is no way around it. ive laid down for them a long time ago. all i wanted was to be a better, stronger person. i hate who i have become for them. ive gone through all this, pain, doubt, and dislike in myself because ive listened to them.

when will it ever be enough? this weekend i will make that change. no more being caged!

5/22/2013 0 comment

Never, Never, Never, Give Up

by jaredakers 3/28/2012

written by jaredakers

On March 12, 2006, I faced a difficult decision; whether or not to commit suicide.

For some reason, when I hear others share this about themselves, I sometimes think theyâ€™re just seeking attention. I know itâ€™s crazy, especially since Iâ€™ve been there myself.

For me, the process was a slow fade. After years of struggling with alcoholism, a failed marriage, lost job, flunking out of college, and just a severe dislike with life in general; I had reached my bottom. I had resigned to the idea, many years earlier, that life was just something to endure, and that I would never know how to be […]

3/28/2012 4 comments

back again, don’t know why

by tphg 3/26/2012

written by tphg

well, it’s cause I have nowhere else to go; nothing else I want to do besides wallow in misery.

Or misanthropy. Misanthropy in me is more real than I ever thought. I could have sworn that I started having delusions and psychological disorders of my own accord, because I was bored and needed something to think about. I really do dislike people though. Not because I think they’re evil or destroying the world or anything, they’re just not my cup of tea.

People live through their mouths, always talking, always consuming; don’t they get tired? I’ve been tired going on 4 years now.

Or 3 years. […]

3/26/2012 2 comments

Does anyone else feel as though they should have been born in another age?

by Unique 3/19/2012

written by Unique

I think either my mind was ment for a 13th knight or i was one in a past life, i am obsesed with history, old wars and old cultures, and as a result is dislike most this modern.

An example is modern art, its one of my pet peeves, I mean what ever happened to just painting a beautiful seen or a portrait in mono colours.

I was at a modern art show yesterday and the stuff was so werid, like stacked blocks and shapes thrown togeather. Maybe other modern people find that stuff interesting but i sure as hell dont.

Take Van Gogh for instance, one of […]

3/19/2012 21 comments