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Disrespect

Tired of it All.

by Ricky-chan 7/26/2013

written by Ricky-chan

It gets better. Suck it up. That’s not something to end your life over. Live goes on.

Fuck you. That’s my summed up answer to that.

I don’t want your correcting, I don’t want your tone policing, or any “it gets better” shit. What I want is for people to understand and respect my choices and emotions and feelings. Stop telling the victim to change, and start actually listening.

Every interaction with any to-be friends becomes a disaster when this comes up. I trigger from it. And they don’t even respect the trigger and go “Sorry, I won’t say that again”. They just call or think me irrational. […]

7/26/2013 2 comments

Rotted Cancer

by Ignorance 6/28/2013

written by Ignorance

The constant movement, struggle, and rotation of the world sets my mind ablaze. The constant parade of our society shouting demands from all people of all ages to look like this, talk like this, dress like this, believe in this, support this; if not, you’re nothing. How sweet is that…?

The neverending battle between good and evil, which has an invisible origin, kills my nerves every day. It’s like it makes me paranoid, asking myself constantly, “Am I believing in the right God?”, “Am I acting like I’m supposed to in order to be a member of this spiritual group/organization?”…..thoughts of ‘not being good enough’ or […]

6/28/2013 3 comments

risperdol

by idunno 2/4/2013

written by idunno

im on risperdol was perscribed it for anxiety fiirst couple daya on it havent noticed significant effects yet ..its used to treat schizophrenia which i think i may have. im hoping it.will take the edge off at.least of my paranoid thoughts.and anxiety.. hasase tried this drug? all my life.id had these abnormal fears and thoughts for example i still am.unable to finish high school do to my social fears. i have one friend who i can barely open up to unless im drunk
i have an alcohol problem already at 18. i am.very sensitive and the smallest comments.can upset . […]

2/4/2013 1 comment

I was never meant to be here.

by imsostupid 9/7/2012

written by imsostupid

I am a 23 year old newlywed. I’ve struggled with self-harm in the past, but was able to overcome it for a time after receiving inpatient care. When I married my husband, I thought he was absolutely perfect. When he deployed a few months after we married for around six months, I still thought he was perfect. I missed him. Then he came home.

My marriage is bittersweet. I love my husband. He makes me laugh, and he can make me happy. But mostly, he makes me so sad. The man who came home from deployment is not the same man I married. The man I […]

9/7/2012 12 comments

dark

by jeriko13 7/8/2012

written by jeriko13

my name is not that important but just for making it more human, it may be jeriko.
i constantky since years like with something i call “the dark”.
the dark is that part of me that constantly arise rage, hate and will of suicide … and for what i know he has a plan.
first he made me break with some friends, thne made me deaf to listening suggestions, then he isolated myself from reality.. and i guess that now reached its ultimate target, unlock all “breaks” that keep a normal person from doing stupid things.
i call them stupid but not as disrespect, but […]

7/8/2012 0 comment

Lonely and losing some faith

by TheUglyOne 6/16/2012

written by TheUglyOne

So lonely but apparently having emotions is wrong is since I am a guy. It’s really just depressing how the world looks at my situation. Basically I’m a wuss for crying even though I have perfectly good reason to. Â Wanting to hug and kiss someone makes me needy although isn’t that one of the key thing man walks the Earth? To find love and acceptance? I was put in a crisis center aka mental hospital for people my age and you would think I would hate being there. If I can tell you this I love being in there. Sure the beds are hard to […]

6/16/2012 4 comments

Suicidal Thought’s

by PlanningIt 5/17/2012

written by PlanningIt

Unfortunately I’m still here. GotÂ interruptedÂ last week, had the bag on my head when this ***** i was fucking came over and screwed my plan. Still not gong to let that fuck my plan, another day, another plan.

This song fromÂ NotoriousÂ B.I.G, SuicidalÂ thought’s. I can relate to it, can you?

When I die,Â fuck it I wanna go to hell Cause I’m a piece of shit,

it ain’t hard to fuckin’ tell It don’t make sense,Â goin’ to heaven wit the goodie-goodies Dressed in white,

I like black Tims and black hoodies.

God will probably have me on some real strict shit No sleepin’ all day,Â no gettin my dick licked.

Hangin’ with the goodie-goodies loungin’ […]

5/17/2012 1 comment

Update: Fade to Black

by Help89 5/14/2012

written by Help89

I just can’t deal anymore. Everyone says to “hold on” and “be strong”. But they do not walk in my shoes. They do not feel the pain I feel. They were not physically and emotionally abused in their childhood. They didn’t see their boyfriend of 6 years find a new girlfriend and the two of them crack jokes about me on Facebook, saying that I am lunch meat while the new girlfriend is steak….yet the ex-boyfriend calls and tells me the same week he not over me and wants to be friends and I am a great person.Â How can I be a great person if […]

5/14/2012 2 comments

At the End

by DeathOption 1/13/2012

written by DeathOption

I have come so far! I started contemplating suicide at the age of 6! probably not an accurate number but i was that young. I am 25 now! I have cried so hard everytime i tried, but now there is a sense of peace that overcomes me when i think of going through with it. The only thing that makes me weep is when i think about the turmoil i will cause my 2 daughters. I am a great father. i wonder if i was a dead beat, would this be easier. Almost everything about my life makes me want to end it all. My […]

1/13/2012 8 comments

no more chances

by lost hope 5/31/2009

written by lost hope

I have been reading some of the stories which describe such deep pain that I wish I didn’t feel.Â I am tired of feeling.Â I am tired of being an outcast and a victim.Â My mother and my father sexually abused me as a child.Â However,Â they always appeared as the “good” churchgoing couple for the last 30 years plus. How do some people live a life of hypocrisy and crime,Â get away with it and even prosper?Â I didn’t remember the abuse until years later.Â Although, through the years there were hints, signs andÂ flashes until itÂ finally came together and I chose to deal with the […]

5/31/2009 0 comment