Every 6 months I have a breakdown. Too much stress to handle. I have been six months free, but now something triggered me to cut.
I have a strong feeling my dad is cheating on my mom, and she feels the same way, even tho she doesnt tell me
My dad can’t even take his eyes off other women to talk to me. He is the reason why I am scared of weddings, and the reason why I can’t trust any guy I know.
I am feeling like the stress has been piling up for many months and the fact that my dad is an asshole just made things worse. I need to relax, but my brain is so fucked up that the only type of relaxation I know is cutting my skin