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drop out

Another Day

by RoseThatsIt 2/25/2016

written by RoseThatsIt

Another day living in this disenchanted society. In society I am not enchanting. In society I have to live a certain way and look a certain way. I cannot fit into this category. I can barely live. I am turning insane. I want to drop out of this cruel life I live in vain.

I am extremely exhausted of being in this world. So much is asked of me. On the outside is nothing but me and I am nothing to me. I hate walking around pretending to be like everybody else. I hate the falseness. Society is one false sob. Every single person idolized is […]

2/25/2016 2 comments

I could only wish

by hard2smile 8/19/2015

written by hard2smile

you know, i envy people with cancer. Listen i understand its terrible, and what im saying sounds ridiculous. But for the people on this page just imagine for a second. I hate myself, i hate everyone and im pretty sure everyone hates me. I’m so angry, so depressed, so stressed, so sick of everything. If i had cancer, that saves me having to commit suicide. Having to to find a gun, so the suicide is painless as possible. If i had cancer, I could sit, play video games, read books, watch soccer, football basketball without a fuck to give. Cause i know my life is […]

8/19/2015 7 comments

Vanish.

by HannahGort99 5/14/2015

written by HannahGort99

I really want to give up.

I have to put up with so much, no one loves me, no one cares for me… So who would grieve when I die or disappear?

But that won’t happen. Why? Because I’m scared to. I’ve seen things that can prove that people will make shit up and jump to conclusions. For instance: I disappear, run away without any evidence to where I was going… Then people at my school would say things like this: “She got pregnant and had to find her baby daddy.” or “She decided to drop out and be a slut for her living to make enough […]

5/14/2015 8 comments

Here’s the plan…

by vaughn124 4/7/2015

written by vaughn124

I’m a teenage drop out, nobody cares about me. I feel horrible and trapped and I’ve been here before, it gets better for awhile, but will always get worse. I’m sick of it, I just rather not exist.

My seasonal job will open soon, I’ll get my money for my method, and I will be good to go.

4/7/2015 3 comments

Try to Explore Better Options

by AshCoveredAngel 11/12/2014

written by AshCoveredAngel

I recently came to the conclusion, maybe I don’t need to end my life I just need a new one. How would this work?

Get separated.

Move.

Use gov. assistance to pay for daycare & actually get a degree and job.

Actually stand on my own for once.

Well, f!ck me apparently. There’s really not such a thing as separation in Nebraska. I would still have to do all the steps for a divorce, which I can’t afford and neither can my husband. I’m stuck in a marriage I don’t want to be in. I have been screwing another guy for 6 months now…..I don’t think I could want any […]

11/12/2014 3 comments

Such A Wasted Life

by AshCoveredAngel 11/8/2014

written by AshCoveredAngel

Generally my feelings of wanting to be dead are not linked to any kind of self-loathing at all, that’s how it was for years at least. Basically I just didn’t want to be here anymore. Once I turned 20 that changed though.

I was forced to drop out of college. One of the classes I was taking was self-paced (no problem) but the book answers were wrong when it came to test time. I pointed this out to the teacher who argued “you’re doing the lessons too fast it should take you two weeks to do a chapter.” to which I retorted “I took self paced […]

11/8/2014 3 comments