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I try

by death pisces 6/9/2017

written by death pisces

I read something today what reminds me of something I forgot.

“My goal this summer is to just fall back in love with myself and the world and life again.”

Yeah, I rememeber that this was my goal for last summer. And last year. And the year before. And here I am.

Still not loving me like I used to do and still not loving life again. I’m drowning since nearly two years now and I see nothing better to come. The only reason why I’m still here are my parents but I don’t know how long I can take it. I told them how I feel but […]

6/9/2017 0 comment

… to drown

by Cold_Sleep 5/25/2016

written by Cold_Sleep

release the pressure of the soul

find a path for the hearth

just to drown in another…

5/25/2016 0 comment

A song to chill

by Der Wahnsinn 4/7/2016

written by Der Wahnsinn

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aEFxM3Q2kbg
My sickness slips inside you
Drowning in my poison
Desperately I hide too from heaven
Now we’ll be together
I can make you better
Siphon your pain in me, so I bleed

Feed your dreams to fishes
Lie about your wishes
Eat away at your time, seconds are mine
Sometimes it seems we’re toxic
Wake me up and shock it
My low self-esteem
Can make me scream

In my tears
Don’t let me drown
My fears don’t make a sound
My tears
Don’t break me down
In my tears
Don’t let me drown

It’s only my psychosis
Feeling thorns of roses
Fill the void inside me
So you see
Feed me tranquilizers
Calm the storm inside us
It’s so perverse to say
That I’m blind

In my tears
Don’t let me drown
My fears
Don’t make […]

4/7/2016 0 comment

by Drowning 4/1/2016

written by Drowning

You know I can’t do this on my own Who will fix me now ? Dive in when I’m down save me from my self don’t let me drown

4/1/2016 6 comments

Rock muzik

by Drowning 3/24/2016

written by Drowning

I really like these two songs right now I can relate to them so much in my dark hours

bring me to the horizon – drown

Who will fix me now? Dive in when I’m down?
Save me from myself, don’t let me drown.
Who will make me fight? Drag me out alive?
Save me from myself, don’t let me drown

linkin park – faint

I can’t feel the way I did before
Don’t turn your back on me
I won’t be ignored
Time won’t heal this damage anymore
Don’t turn your back on me
I won’t be ignored

3/24/2016 3 comments

Mine Alone

by Alfred1688 3/11/2016

written by Alfred1688

I told you to move on and not look back

I thought I was clear when we made that pact

I told you so many times to go away

Why won’t you listen to the words I say

Leave me behind from where I fell

It is my own fault that I landed in hell

There is nothing you can do today or tomorrow

So let me drown in my own sorrow

There is a reason for this selfish request

Trust me when I say it is for the best

This pain and suffering is mine alone

This dark and cold place is now my home

Your presence is only making the pain worse

There is nothing you […]

3/11/2016 0 comment

Protected: Ramblings, frustrations.

by whiskered-fish 2/21/2016

written by whiskered-fish

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

2/21/2016 8 comments

Keywords Reflect Truth Inside

by Zetsumei 2/17/2016

written by Zetsumei

So, I just found out my best friend’s brother died from terminal illness. I know I should feel sad for him but I don’t. I realize he is Hurt but a part of me just wants to watch if he’ll Break from this. The loss he is feeling right now; I can’t sympathize or feel empathy for. God, I feel like a Monster but there is a contradiction.

Why do I want to save her? If I’m as evil as I think I am, the logical thing would be to leave her to her Pain and let her drown in the sand… Her […]

2/17/2016 3 comments

Can anyone answer this question?

by Luke 1/11/2016

written by Luke

“Perfume was first created to mask the stench of foul and offensive odors…
Spices and bold flavorings were created to mask the taste of putrid and rotting meat…
What then was music created for?
Was it to drown out the voices of others, or the voices within ourselves?

1/11/2016 6 comments

My Fault

by Take a Deep Breath 1/9/2016

written by Take a Deep Breath

It’s all my fault. My horrible relatioship with my dad, the reason my mom cries, the reason our house hold is so fucked up. It’s just all fucked up and I can’t fucking fix it because it’s all my goddamn fucking fault. You know what hurts the most? Is knowing that this is so fucking true. All I can do is sit here like a dumb fuck and listen to Nickleback blaring in my ears trying to drown every shitty bit of my self in the angry rythum og the music and a sea of self hatred. I want to drown in my own hatred- […]

1/9/2016 3 comments

I wish I was swallowed

by heartshapedpapercuts 12/26/2015

written by heartshapedpapercuts

When the tides of life sweep you up like a tsunami no matter how good the ship is you either abandon it or drown but that is a joke because they are one in the same. I tried I really did but this year I am going to kill myself. I feel 5 years past due with the first attempt being at 15 now at 20 I am still plagued by all of my past grievances plus adult issues and I realize it’s a never ending shit show. When you go day by day making up excuses to live you just kinda start to wonder […]

12/26/2015 2 comments

Zetsumei’s Eternal Requiem

by Zetsumei 12/19/2015

written by Zetsumei

This is Zetsumei’s character song/poem from my SP anime.

In blackest night,

no light shall reach me.

Gathering the broken,

it’s time for our sinful killing spree!

Konbanwa, Zetsumei here

and Zetsubou’s my game.

You can’t play so face your crime,

’cause time picked you as prey.

The numeral of change engraved deeply

marks the funeral of Humility.

Scattering feathers dyed red,

despair bows Virtue’s head.

Konbanwa, Zetsumei here

and Zetsubou’s my game.

You can’t play so face your crime,

’cause time picked you as prey.

Not even the white moon shines down

so drown in this flood of ash.

Para won’t hear, “Yes, my lord” anymore,

when the hoard is marching ashore.

12/19/2015 3 comments

Again

by kilofifi 11/19/2015

written by kilofifi

Suicide, can it ever leave my thoughts? Death and life go hand in hand. The only certainties I can count on. This life just seems more like death…and death more like the life I want, numb, unmoving, still, silent. Beautiful Nothingness. Keaton Henson-I’m going down this ship, and I most likely will drown, but it’s worth it, it’s worth it. I’m 19 now, been thinking of this ever since I can remember. I don’t fit here, I don’t belong in this world. I am in unrecognizable pain, hiding behind a facade. I didn’t feel anything. Is this real. Is this what I hoped for. My […]

11/19/2015 3 comments

by hellblau 11/12/2015

written by hellblau

I am so tempted to cut my rivers and let myself drown.

11/12/2015 1 comment

He let me drown

by Sammi6xoxo 10/23/2015

written by Sammi6xoxo

I told him I was hurting. I told him today had been hell, but he has his own problems. I try so hard to keep him going. Even when he’d rather just end it. I try so hard to keep him happy. Tonight? Tonight I needed him. I needed him so badly. He just let me drown. Now I’m in bed at 9:45 waiting for tomorrow to begin. I thought I was more important than this. I thought I was someone special. Then he just let me drown.

10/23/2015 1 comment

by TheLoner2 10/15/2015

written by TheLoner2

i dont have much time left. so i think im going to try and enjoy the time i have left, try and drown out all the bad stuff, talk to my friends, whatever. ill still keep trying to look for a job, but i doubt ill get one at this point. its almost over just 2 more weeks. i hope something good will happen, but i know it wont. thats ok ill be ok ijust have to pretend like its not happening for a while and then it will be over.

10/15/2015 1 comment

Life

by mantra 9/21/2015

written by mantra

Life feels like this. When you were born it was like someone pushed you into the water. Maybe it would end up good, and you would enjoy the swim. Some might struggle to float or wouldn’t like being in the water. And for some other like me, there’s a hand pushing me down under the water, desperately wanting me to drown, but life went on and on without end, the hand keeps pushing down, and here I am just struggling to survive. But we all know, death will win in the end. Why not end it sooner?

9/21/2015 1 comment

Let me go

by lostsoul609 9/20/2015

written by lostsoul609

I have bad anxiety and suffer from depression. I don’t know why God has chosen this life for me. I want out of this life but I know it’ll greatly impact the people around me. I worry mostly about my mom and my siblings because I know they’ll be affected the most. But I’m tired of taking everyone into consideration I’m not happy and I want out! I’m tired of waking up and faking a smile just to make other people think that I’m okay when I’m really suffering inside. Today I was going to drown myself and just as I get ready to step […]

9/20/2015 1 comment

shut up your face

by tphg 9/11/2015

written by tphg

I ran out of a burger shop last night. I was all set to gorge on some grade “A” Canadian ANGUS beef, but then I saw that the cashier I (kinda) like was working that day. She smiled and waved at me, even though I was all the way at the back of the line, and so I freaked and got out of there. I’d love to take her out, but I’ll never have the courage for anything more than nervous small talk, with her or with anyone; I’ve only ever dated girls I met online. Not like it matters anyway since I’m such a […]

9/11/2015 13 comments

Gonna drink myself into oblivion today.

by wndozh8er 8/31/2015

written by wndozh8er

been having slot of flashbacks over what happened and what happened before, I’m gonna drown those motherfucking thoughts down. Thanks your all your love and support. I love you all

8/31/2015 25 comments

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