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Drug And Alcohol

i just dont know how to feel

by greenparksgirl 7/31/2013

written by greenparksgirl

Hi. My name is Ashley.

I’ve been struggling with depression since I was 9 years old. I’m 19 now.

I recently got the diagnosis of Emotionally Unstable Personality Disorder with a behavioural disorder due to drug and alcohol use at a young age.

Just over a month ago I gave up. I tried to commit suicide in the past but I never did it right, so naturally nobody took me seriously when I told them how I was feeling. This time was different. My lungs gave out, they had to do my breathing manually. When I woke up they sectioned me. I was put into my local mental […]

7/31/2013 6 comments

Unsure how to cope…

by soulless phantom 6/25/2013

written by soulless phantom

(I posted early, I know, but I didn’t fully express everything, it was a tad too vague since I am paranoid of exposing myself to most people.)

I am currently in a rather rough situation, I would love to know how to cope with all the things I deal with on a regular basis. I realized last night I really don’t know how to cope with anything, seeing as I lock everything away, hide behind a smile that no one can see behind since I am so good at hiding, or I obsessively cut myself, overdose on meds (Over the counter or prescription), do anything excessively […]

6/25/2013 1 comment

What has happened?

by hereWithoutme10 2/22/2013

written by hereWithoutme10

Im 18, inÂ NovemberÂ of 2012 I was in a bad car accident. I had a head onÂ collisionÂ with a tree, as a result i mangled my leg and have and face severalÂ surgeriesÂ and a year and half of recovery. ThisÂ isntÂ theÂ firstÂ time ive felt like ending it all im a ex drug andÂ alcoholÂ abuser. After my accident I thought id have people there for me, but the people I call friends haveÂ forgottenÂ bout me. Mostly because I cant andÂ don’tÂ want to party anymore, sometimes I wish IÂ hadÂ just died that night. Recently ive also found out the sports I love That I can no longer play. I just feel lost imÂ dabblingÂ in drugs andÂ alcoholÂ again just […]

2/22/2013 4 comments

Another Crappy Day….

by thefailure 8/2/2012

written by thefailure

So, I’m sitting here waiting (it seems I do an awful lot of waiting these days) for a ride so that I can hopefully get to my so -called “parenting class”. Have you ever been to one of these classes? They’re a total waste of time, and just another way for the state to keep your kids longer. I mean, really, who the hell needs someone to tell them how to take out the trash every day or remind them that babies can’t be brats? Are we really not evolved enough yet to understand that children are generally unable to be mean until the age […]

8/2/2012 14 comments