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Dysfunctional

I’m sorry, mom

by hooded_girl 2/4/2014

written by hooded_girl

I’m sorry, mom.

I’m sorry I fail to meet your expectations every day, I’m sorry I’m not doing well in school.

I’m sorry I’m not thin, or athletic, or pretty enough for you to be proud of me.

I’m sorry I am so torn up inside, I’m sorry I have chronic depression.

I’m sorry I don’t talk and walk like the girl you wish I were.

I’m sorry I have different opinions on what is worth my time.

I’m sorry I don’t do everything right the first time.

I’m sorry I can’t function correctly.

I’m sorry I am sad most of the time, I’m sorry I am a lot to handle.

I’m sorry I’m […]

2/4/2014 1 comment

my familys current behavior

by fakingit 10/16/2012

written by fakingit

Dad: well outa anger he once hit me cuz apparently my voice when i sing is shitty?? but he keeps my sister away from me and he trusts me so im allowed to a lot more compared to being with my mom
Mom: works/goes clubbing/or goes outa the house
Sister: beats me/ does no chores/ hangs with her friends/ bitches and complains cuz no one will do her stuff for her
me: at my moms i do house work/ protect my sister/ cook/ do homework/ help my sister do her homework/ play with my sister/ and then go to sleep when she figures out how […]

10/16/2012 2 comments

This is my story if anyone cares to know.

by lisap 8/1/2012

written by lisap

My depression started when I was around 6 years old. Â It started when I was sexually abused by my cousin and his dad. At the time I didnt know what was wrong and what was right, how could I? I was just a little kid. All that ended when I was 13 years old. The sad part of my story with them is that their family is seen as the perfect family. All the kids in that family were well mannered, smart, went to good schools etc. I never told anyone what happened, because….. I didnt want to hurt my family, and I didnt know […]

8/1/2012 5 comments

i thought this would be my last week.

by juice 2/17/2012

written by juice

Crying, I sat on the edge of my bed. 4 guys texting me, but all they wanted was sex. Â Surely I’d be used to it by now. I’m not a human to them, I’m a toy, easily replaced.

Hi, I’m a 16 year old girl. In a way, I feel average. I think every teenager goes through this depression of feeling unloved, unwanted, and ultimately rejected. I feel like I can’t handle it. Walking through school, i can hear kids whispering, “gross” “i hear she smokes pot” “You remember the time she farted in 4th period? so gross” “slut” “smells like poor”….. i could go on. […]

2/17/2012 2 comments

so at least i can’t self harm.

by Siren 2/12/2012

written by Siren

I just moved in to a place where I can’t cut or physically harm myself in anyway. As dysfunctional as it seems, I moved in with my ex gf, her boyfriend, and their 4 kids. So on the plus side while i will still think about it, at least now I am in a place where I can’t talk about it, injure myself, or attempt suicide for now at least. Guess there is a silver lining in every cloud.

2/12/2012 2 comments