… and I felt elated. I felt like maybe we had a chance, maybe I had a chance to get out of this hell that is bipolar and somehow make it work. I felt like my old self. I actually laughed. A two week anger/mania streak just lifted. But I have to remember all that I went through, and put him through for weeks. Funny how bipolar makes you focus on the current thing and feel like it was forever. but I know that time-wise, I have been miserable or way more than I have been happy. It does not add up. I know the […]
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emotionally abusive
Sorry to bug you guys, but I’m going to share my story real quick.
I’m an 18 year old girl diagnosed with depression and mild OCD. I may or may not be going to therapy soon, as I’m broke and my insurance does not cover it. I’m kind of hanging on for now and I’m not at immediate risk of suicide. But lately it’s been really difficult and I’m honestly surprised I’m still alive. I’ve been taking Lexapro since August, which has helped a little, but I’m still miserable.
As a kid, I never really had friends or family outside of my home. I wasn’t bullied really, […]
This woman moved in when i was 5. And I guess you could say that that was the beginning of everything. My dad always claimed that he never wanted her to move in and that she moved herself in, but he’s full of crap. She actually moved out about two months ago. And now its just me and my dad. I tried to tell him about all of the horrible shit she had done to me and even though he witnessed a lot of it he pushed it off and said that i was just blaming her because i didn’t like her. And the fact […]