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Meaningless existence

by existentialapathy 11/20/2012

written by existentialapathy

For several weeks now, I have been thinking about how pointless life is. The more the analysis, the less the want to live. I tried consulting a therapist but I just couldn’t talk about anything. Sometimes I feel like there is so much I have to say but words just don’t come out. The few times I manage to vaguely express what I feel, I find there is no one to listen to me.

The more people I meet, the more withdrawn I become. With each passing day, I am becoming less and less inclined to live. Every morning I wake up and I dread the […]

11/20/2012 3 comments

Betrayed By My Closest Friend… To Live or Escape The Pain

by Karma44 9/11/2012

written by Karma44

The recession destroyed life as I new it. Having been laid off 3 times in 2 years, I left my home and started over in a new town. The first 10 months were a struggle to survive, and then it finally paid off. I landed my dream job. Still alone in this new place 800 miles from friends and family, I made the mistake of befriending a female co-worker. She approached me a couple of weeks after we both started working at the same company. She had moved to the same town with a boyfriend of 7 years and they had broken up. She was […]

9/11/2012 3 comments

Among your greater sorrows let’s still take a minute to mourn yet another significant loss of freedom for me

by The Absurdist 6/9/2012

written by The Absurdist

Welp, I “finally” start working on Monday, which is quite frankly an unmitigated disaster. Not only I’ll be alone and hopeless as usual but robbed of about 80 % of my time for the sake of stupefying grinding slavery.

Because life always does get better doesn’t it? Can’t even do anything “drastic” for a quite while, honor bound to certain parameters and whatnot. So the trap is truly and well closed.

Let’s have a toast to a life of ever increasing resignation and small everyday horrors.

Dear office dweller,
Perhaps you like your job? Or even love it?
Perhaps you donâ€™t mind doing it for forty or fifty […]

6/9/2012 1 comment