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Everynight

My Struggle…..

by zombielovergirl122 7/17/2013

written by zombielovergirl122

So, I have been planning on suicide on the 3rd next month. People are telling me not too but, I literally can’t take the pain anymore. I cut last night and I was clean for more than 3 months! But, anyways here’s my pointless story..

So, Last year. ‘8-3-12’ I kinda thought I was in love.
About a couple months into our relationship it was getting a little depressed.
The guy, Jt, told me he loved me everything and then a couple days later,
He just left me and told me everything was getting taken away from him,
his phone,ps3, home phone, etc.
So, I said […]

7/17/2013 1 comment

losing the want to live(again)

by lilymylove 5/19/2013

written by lilymylove

well this is my story…

i am 18. i am no longer in school bc i feel victim to a sexual predator when i was 16/17….my “best friend” gave him $100 for my number.. he sent me so much shit that i just couldnt deal w/ it….i have been depressed before and attempted to kill myself before, but this was different. i took 45 benadryl and hoped to never wake up….sad fact is, my life is still worse

before this i had a girfriend. we had sex and well she became pregnant. i was nervous as all heck but i was almost overjoyed to be a father […]

5/19/2013 4 comments

Vanish

by af7erlife 4/21/2013

written by af7erlife

i wish i could drink to the last drop..just get drunk everynight..to forget everything, to get some sleep..

the hangover..i dont mind, it’s easier to deal than this life.

music and pills are my Â best friends.

No one knows, Â i’ve been pretendingt that i’m happy, Â masking things with smiles.

i wish i could vanish, dissapear …even better if i could die in no time.

death somehow is so peaceful, no yesterday, no tomorrow, just a silent stage and place …with no more pain and tears.

4/21/2013 1 comment

The unwanted child

by happyending 3/30/2013

written by happyending

I’m 24 years old. I have a bachelor degree.Â I can’t find a job. I live with my parents. Everyday I feelÂ like they don’t want me at home. Their home. I don’t feelÂ like it is my home anymore so I spend all the time in my room trying not to disturb them. When my mother was pregnant of meÂ she took a overdose of pills not caring about the baby. My dad didn’t want me to be born and the doctors said I was going to have serious health problems because of the overdose. So it was better to abort me they said. However I was born. […]

3/30/2013 5 comments

People just don’t get it…..

by Maddi 10/15/2012

written by Maddi

I’m so sick of people acting like they know me…. They don’t. They think they do but they don’t. And I really just need someone to know my story. Sometimes it’s comferting knowing someone has your story.

It started when I was 4…. my parents got divorced. When I was 5 my dog died… no big deal right? Wrong. I was 5, my dog was my best friend. When I was in 2nd grade me and my mom moved to Tennessee over the summer. I thought we were just staying for the summer. No. We were moving… To get away from my dad. Since […]

10/15/2012 3 comments

I just really don’t know …

by asdfghjkl123 7/8/2012

written by asdfghjkl123

underage high schooler living with Â a clinically depress/paranoid mom.

everynight around 11pm-8am my mom would have these urges to freak out/cry/yell. the things I hear is that everyone treated her like crap. she would look in the mirror and yell at herself how she gotten so ugly as a person. the “freak outs” have been going on for a year. it’s getting financially and emotionalbad worst. let’s say, if tmrw I loose everything I own I won’t be surprise. I’ve been clinically depress since the 7th/8th grade. so far I’ve attempted suicide twice. ended up in the hospital and depression center both times. seriously I think […]

7/8/2012 1 comment

A Death Sentence delayed

by murphygirl63 5/2/2012

written by murphygirl63

25 years ago I committed a federal felony. I stole money from the bank I worked at. The details don’t really matter-I confessed to it because my conscience got to me & returned the money. Even though I did my time & paid my fines, I ruined my life. It in reality is a life sentence. Not even the POTUS has the authority to expunge the record after all these years. I managed to survive through the years but this economy has been impossible. I had been doing well: had my own home, a rental property & a […]

5/2/2012 9 comments

A girl I know (please don’t take but you can use)

by fallenangel33 3/31/2012

written by fallenangel33

There’s a girl I know
who is worthless,
nothing,
useless,
she’s never good enough
she’s always getting rejected
she has NOTHING to live for
but EVERYTHING to die for
It’s why she cries herself to sleep
everynight
but what most people wouldn’t expect
that girl

is me

~fallenangel33

3/31/2012 5 comments

Waiting for u forever

by parra 1/13/2012

written by parra

Hi….I dont know may be whatever i am saying looks so stupid but i want to say.

After i lost my mom, the same month iÂ met a girl on internet. Her NameÂ is Muyasar. She was so beautiful and preety, Specially her eyes like a sweet cute angel. No one want to see tear in her eyes. As i start to talk i get know her heart is already broked. i was so confused which person who can make her heart break. She told how her bf not trusting her and always use bad words for her. I tried to make her understand if a guy […]

1/13/2012 3 comments