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I hate my fucking life

by stuckinukandlife 1/13/2015

written by stuckinukandlife

I’m so tired of this world and everything in it… I’m 36 years old, my mom has paranoid schizophraenia, my youngest brother was adopted out of my family due to that, my dad tried to kill me when I was young, I was molested for almost 8 years, and these are all of the things I have learned to accept.

No matter what I do in life, I feel like I am constantly starting over and constantly getting shit on. I give up everything I know, in my country and in my life, to move from the states to the UK to be with my wife […]

1/13/2015 14 comments

Death is the only way…

by pewphead 12/15/2014

written by pewphead

I’ve been with my girlfriend for 4 years. I’ve lied and hurt her before, she’s lied and cheated before. We’ve separated for extended periods with no communication but always ended up together again. More than once, we’ve promised each other that we’d never leave, promised we’d always fight to stay together, promised we’d always be together. We have an 18 month old daughter together. Things have been rocky the past year because I’ve struggled with employment. Actually, the entire relationship, I’ve struggled with employment. I am a felon, so that complicates things for me but it’s not a violent or drug related offense. I’ve been […]

12/15/2014 4 comments

ready to go

by lunet 11/12/2014

written by lunet

I’ve tried overdose a few times, but that doesn’t really work. I’ve seen alot of exit bag stuff and that seems worth a try. I’ve got 60 dollars to spend on this and I’m unsure of what my options are.

11/12/2014 2 comments

…..looking

by 35years2many 10/5/2014

written by 35years2many

I looked into everything and decided that I will end my life on my birthday forget moving to nyc and opening a gallery. That dream is dead like my soul and I am not going to waste anymore time…..however I am looking for things to do while I am alive might as well try to have some fun before a greet the gates of hell right…..Sadly my family does not know and the only person I told does not believe me… I decided to do the exit bag however to make sure it works I plan to load up on brooze and sleeping pills. I […]

10/5/2014 6 comments

my first post

by mad_shit 10/1/2014

written by mad_shit

i have been an unwanted child of my parents since my birth. My old fukking asshole of a father didn’t realize the mistake that he was going to commit on that unfortunate fukking day. it kind of just happenned and I got fukking born.

Now this is only the start of my fukking life and I have been wanting to kill myself for over a fukking 15 years, but somehow have still not been able to do and am fukking living on.

Have read the peaceful pill over a dozen times, but can’t find the fukking ******** or the fukking exit bag. Have decided on CO death, and […]

10/1/2014 2 comments

Courage

by EvilKitten 9/28/2014

written by EvilKitten

I’m still trying to find the courage to jump. Jumping is like all I have left to try. Can’t bleed, tried it, got gnarly scars. Can’t OD, too much risk of survival. Want to try the exit bag, but I’ve heard that the success rate is less than favorable. I don’t want to jump. I want to die pretty, and I need my family to know that I’m gone. I don’t want them to worry and wonder if I just disappear and die out in the middle of nowhere. I can’t do that to them.

I don’t want to jump…. I thought about hanging, too, but […]

9/28/2014 7 comments

I already feel dead

by toska 9/17/2014

written by toska

Um so.. I’ve been suicidal (on and off) ever since I can remember. I’m turning 22 next month and so I don’t have long, I don’t want to live past my birthday. Preferably, it’s when I’d like to leave this planet.

I’m not sad or angry or frustrated. I can deal with that. I feel like I’m holding my breath, waiting for that gasp of fresh air to bring me back to life. I feel crippled and it’s starting to effect work, work of which I hate doing ofcourse, I hate it all let’s be honest. this life thing isn’t for me, I’ve had a taste, […]

9/17/2014 3 comments

Heres to hoping I work up the courage tonight

by DC001 9/15/2014

written by DC001

I want to die, and since I can’t go the seven pounds route and donate my organs in time, I guess dying is about all I can do. This video gave me an odd level of comfort I mean if he can do it why can’t I? I’m down to partial suspension hanging jumping off of a building or if I can get my car working in time an exit bag. I need my car to go get the supplies. I wish I had some painkillers to help numb the initial pain of the rope, all I have is alcohol. I’m not trying to get […]

9/15/2014 8 comments

Quick and easy way out

by ellio666444 9/12/2014

written by ellio666444

I’ve been miserable all my life starting from first day of school in elementary to this day. I’ve been bullied and lied to all my life. So a few years ago I decide to spend all my money on a gun to and it. I had the courage to pull the trigger but is you might if noticed I’m still here in one piece. Apparently the gun was not working well and it only fired a part of the bullet and a slow speed so I somehow survived that with empty voids in my memory.

I’m looking for a quick and easy way to end it. […]

9/12/2014 4 comments

I don’t want to do this anymore.

by needleinthehay 6/25/2014

written by needleinthehay

I’ve had mental health problems since I was around 10 or 11 and I’m 22 now and frankly, I’m just getting worse and worse. The medical profession have basically written me off as a time waster because of a few failed attempts and because I’ve ended up in a&e from drug and alcohol abuse a fair few times. Although I don’t suppose that really matters because with a condition like mine, the best I’m going to get is “learning to cope”. Like, all I have to hope for is dragging out the time between breakdowns and getting better at talking myself off the metaphorical ledge. […]

6/25/2014 2 comments

Question about exit bag

by herteklit 6/18/2014

written by herteklit

Poorly know English so i use translate.google. When I use plastic bag and I open the valve of the tank of helium, I’ll need to close the valve ?? Plastic bag will not burst (explode) ?? I live in a country where suicide is a mortal sin. Nothing about it I can learn.

6/18/2014 12 comments

I want to die

by killmenowpls 5/29/2014

written by killmenowpls

Hello all… I am going to keep my name out of this,but I’m a hoosier, i was bullied throughout school and life in general it hasn’t really changed as an adult either… My family doesn’t care about my problems… They won’t even listen to them because their worried about the drug addicts… Maybe they would help me if I started doing heroin like my brother and uncle, but I don’t want to do such things… My wife tells me I’m always a dick anymore but doesn’t want to listen to my problems she doesn’t seem to care that I’ve started sleeping on the couch since […]

5/29/2014 0 comment

Thoughts of a 16 year old girl

by rql 4/24/2014

written by rql

I might kill myself. I think I am going to use the “exit” bag method with helium as my choice of gas. I can’t take the constant pain, guilt, worry, and sadness anymore. My parents are so disappointed in me. I am everything they never wanted. Unlike my younger sister, my grades are poor, I’m a drug addict, an overall failure. My dad constantly reminds me about how he refuses to pay for my college expenses since I am such a bad student. Constantly asking me, “Which college do you think you will be accepted into?”, in a rude tone. My dad always makes snarky […]

4/24/2014 6 comments

Planned suicide for months, don’t think it will work. Plus a secret

by davediamond2014 4/22/2014

written by davediamond2014

Method : ******** gas using exit bag.

Believe it or not I have implants, the schizophrenic kind…voices but also complete control of my motor functions. Also hi-tech nanobots both in my brain acting as neurotransmitters to control mood (permant suicidal feelings), and in my body to electrocute me. if these don’t make you kill yourself, what will?

Got the ******** tank and even drilled hooks into wall to restrain me, given I’m a robot (fuck!), even had neck restraint planned. Tried to inhale for 25 second out of inflated eit bag, and didn’t even feel light headed. It’s SUPPOSSED to knock me out after just five seconds! […]

4/22/2014 6 comments

So close to spring!

by toxicluminoth 3/25/2014

written by toxicluminoth

Why is it still snowing!? I’m in Michigan and I, more than ever, need some sunlight and some relief from the snow… but it just won’t quit. At least give me a good scary thunderstorm to appreciate.

Otherwise… I’m trying Lexapro and it’s taken a month to finally kick in (I think). I only realized it when I noticed I was humming a song at work. I never do that.

You’d think I’d be into the clear but I can’t seem to let my exit bag / tank go. I don’t want to get rid of it. It gives me strength and security to deal with my […]

3/25/2014 2 comments

My First Post: The plan, the hope, the end.

by toxicluminoth 7/25/2013

written by toxicluminoth

Iâ€™ve been suicidal for many years and, to an extent, most of my life. Not a manic obvious case of suicide but a quite, calm and patient case. It was supposed to all happen tomorrow, Friday, July 26th 2013 but wonâ€™t.

I realized recently that my plan all this time was not the right way to go about things. The plan was to take my friendâ€™s handgun and walk from his place to the nearby hospital. There I would warn the staff about the events that were going to take place, to prepare surgery for my organ donation, and to clear out the area so that […]

7/25/2013 2 comments

******** – exit bag modified

by Titanium69 5/13/2013

written by Titanium69

If your interested in the “final Exit” ******** set-up, here is my version.

My Set-up

5/13/2013 12 comments

Well, I promised to post if it failed.

by FirstAndLast 4/28/2013

written by FirstAndLast

So I guess I’ll live up to it.

I attempted the exit bag method. I had two cylinders of helium, and an airtight bag with a good seal around the neck.

After what felt like a very long time, maybe three minutes minutes (I didn’t think to set a timer to catch a failed attempt), I thought: Wait, isn’t this supposed to cause loss of consciousness in 15 seconds? At which point I abandoned the attempt.

I’m not sure what went wrong. Maybe oxygen in the cylinders? It doesn’t confess to such on the tank. Too slow a flow rate, perhaps? The bag was full, the first 3 […]

4/28/2013 6 comments

Helium hood Kit – DOESN’T WORK!!

by LostOlHope 4/7/2013

written by LostOlHope

So I tried the helium hood kit today. I purchased the flow control kit and pressure guage from exit and bought the balloon time tank of the recommended size, checked the pressure to see if it was full, made the exit bag as per the peaceful pill books instructions and guess what?… IT DIDN’T WORK!!!! I was sitting there like an idiot with the bag around my head for about 5-10 minutes and I didn’t loose consciousness! I felt a slight tingling in my toes and my voice got extremely high but that’s about it. What a waste of time and money! I spent about […]

4/7/2013 63 comments

“The woods are lovely dark and deep..” Was he thinking what I’m thinking?

by LostOlHope 4/4/2013

written by LostOlHope

Whose woods these are I think I know,
His house is in the village though.
He will not see me stopping here,
To watch his woods fill up with snow.

My little horse must think it queer,
To stop without a farmhouse near,
Between the woods and frozen lake,
The darkest evening of the year.

He gives his harness bells a shake,
To ask if there is some mistake.
The only other sound’s the sweep,
Of easy wind and downy flake.

The woods are lovely, dark and deep,
But I have promises to keep,

4/4/2013 4 comments

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