I had 4 public speaking engagements in three days, I taught a class and then went to a kick off for a charity walk. No classes this week – spring break. I still have a shitload of homework to do but I am about to leave for Niagara Falls to gamble for a 3 day vacation. I am on the Deans list with honors 4 semesters in a row but I think this class I’m taking is going to drop my GPA. So I joined a couple honor societies while I still have the GPA to be invited to these things. I need something to […]
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Fallen Angel
I recently read a post from a person feeling deep depression for a major part of his or her life and feeling that God is removed from involvement in her life. Â I have done a great amount of soul searching in understanding this as well. Â I have discovered through the death of my brother from his suicide a firmer understanding of God and his complete involvement into our lives. Â I recently discovered in my need to understand that I was not listening. Â I have been reading the bible where Jesus is witnessing to his followers disciples that they need not fear the ruler of this […]
screaming around
saying your name,my fallen angel
hoping you were here again
fragile i’am for not knowing how to forget
i can’t let go of the past no matter how much i forgive
weak and broken my heart is
for not knowing,it will tear me to shreds
this sins,are just roaming in my head
screaming aloud that i’m dead
screaming around again
hoping you were here to save me from this living hell
oh!fallen angel, come to take my soul
and send it please to your underworld
surrounded by monsters and devils
now i feel like i’am at home
far from everbody,far from the human […]