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Feelings Of Depression

starving for affection

by blindaudio 8/26/2013

written by blindaudio

My home life really isn’t as bad as some here. But, I’m not going to say it is spactacular, because I would not be telling the truth.

But at home, there is always conflicts. People are always unhappy. And if I want to talk to anyone in my family about my feelings of depression or emptiness or loneliness, they get shoved asside. When I went to the mental home last year and my parents found I was suicidal, it was more like, you’re turning your back on god, or, how could you be so selfish?

I never want to be a greedy person or selfish, […]

8/26/2013 13 comments

Just part of my ever growing story

by lifeasweknowit 5/22/2013

written by lifeasweknowit

I never thought that the people i watched on the tv in health class could one day be me. I never thought i would feel so helpless that i would want to die. But i do…and have attempted sciucide three times, each time i have either been stopped by someone, or it just didnt work. I think that this depression, or feelings of depression came about the start of my 9th grade year. Everyone has a group of friends, i was too unsocial to join one and now im too late, everyone always says; oh wow your so funny or you crack me up, but […]

5/22/2013 1 comment

Insanity Bound â™¥

by Elly 9/29/2012

written by Elly

Wrapped in a catacomb, bound by my fears
Insanity knocks, as doomsday is near
I open the door, and let it walk in
To take me to ruins, to show me the end

Lucid at times, and fearing what’s next
But insanity reassures me, I’ll enjoy the big wreck
I’ll glow in the torment, that takes over my mind
And relish in darkness, that is so easy to find

I will walk in the pestialance, that grows oh so near
But will not feel the sickness, as I face my own fear
I glance at the shell, that once held my life
And I know now at […]

9/29/2012 1 comment

I let the mask slip and someone in

by Darkpheonix 7/13/2012

written by Darkpheonix

My first post on here after reading the posts for a while.

I let someone in for the first time in years, 11 to be exact, but now I feel worse than ever! I’m 22 and since I was 11 I’ve dealt with feelings of being worthless and being made to feel like I was unwanted, by friends and family and even people I didn’t know. I’ve dealt with being alone for 11 years, I had come to terms with it and even though feelings of depression and suicide would take over from time to time I had found my own ways of dealing with […]

7/13/2012 6 comments